Journal

Not to happy today, I don't feel good. I have blisters all over my tongue & my left eye has twitched for two days straight. All of these twitches & malformations are making me sexier as I sit to write. I know it is medicine side effects. I've started two new ones. Lose three & gain two. Makes a shitload of sense, huh. I am grumpy & cannot sleep or concentrate & I am so hungry but I cannot find what it is I want to eat. I've looked & we have  a bunch of food but I am lazy, won't prepare. Someone is coming this week to help with housework chores. I am excited to get house clean help. I have Physical Therapy 3 days this week & an epidural block on Friday & feel tired already from that thought. I've had 3 hours of sleep in the past two days & still cannot rest. The wedding was lovely yesterday, did I say this already? I cried some. The groom cried but the bride did not at all.  I wondered if she was only calm or if her feelings were not as deep as his feelings. One person's never is, at least I think that & will until I die. I've lived for 37 years & had a lot of relationships & I have to say, one always loves more, except in the case of me & my DOG. Our love is equal. And we are faithful. I won't go around petting any other dogs & she won't go digging into anyone else's bathroom wastebasket! Fair trade. Relationship should work out better than most I've had.

Today I feel good. I went to physical therapy today. The therapist was so grouchy & hateful. I had to cut her short a few answers & then she got nicer. I took my daughter with me since it was right after school & she was funny & great to have there. After the evaluation, the therapist really helped me. She said my pelvic bone was out of place. Ouch. I have never had a doctor say this before. I just know I've been in a lot of pain for a lot of time. Anyway she had me do some exercises to get it back in place & actually got it there today. I feel so much better. I was suprised & a little doubtful. I am in a good mood & me & my kiddo got dinner, a ton of homework & then went to WM for a little shopping. I worked on my scrapbook messages & then this. I am a little tired. My puppy seems to be sick so I am worried about that, otherwise I am good. I had a talk with my mom with no arguing & she was happy. Hope tomorrow is good. Close to bedtime but I still have things to do, think I will stay up & look at the dog & make sure she is not sick. I swear I watch her close as I would an actual baby. LOL