Journal Entry for September 9, 2007
Not to happy today, I don't feel good. I have blisters all over my tongue & my left eye has twitched for two days straight. All of these …
Currently unemployed due to illness, have 1 wonderful 10 year old daughter, love her more than my very life, love scrapbooking, beading, & my little Shih Tzu Sassy Poo, very frustrated with my pain & all of the doctors who cannot help me.
Currently unemployed due to illness, have 1 wonderful 10 year old daughter, love her more than my very life, love scrapbooking, beading, & my little Shih Tzu Sassy Poo, very frustrated with my pain & all of the doctors who cannot help me.
Not to happy today, I don't feel good. I have blisters all over my tongue & my left eye has twitched for two days straight. All of these …
Today I feel good. I went to physical therapy today. The therapist was so grouchy & hateful. I had to cut her short a few answers & then she …
My life today is simple. I am having a glass of red wine & playing with the dog. My family has gone to the county fair. I have felt really bad …
Not feeling to well at all today. It is Sunday & I've slept almost all day. Rachel had a birthday party to go to & also visited her …
Give TiredOfLivingInPain a hug
I wrote this poem several years ago and hope that you will enjoy it and that it may give comfort and reassurance into the meaning of life. It goes as follows: LIFE'S JOURNEY I pray that God will bless you At the start of each new day And grant you health and happiness And friends to share your way As you journey through this life To reach that Ultimate Goal May you find peace and happiness Deap within your soul The road is long and narrow Full of trials and sufferings too But you must continually endure it As the appropriate thing to do Each of us has a tunnel Either filled with thorns or roses We must travel through the thorny tunnel To achieve heaven and the roses. Copyright, 1989, Terry M. Martini. All rights reserved. Terry
I hope you are well my friend.
Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. -- Gandhi
Pink and I would like to wish you a wonderful and pain free week to come. Ouch
Just sending a big hug.Hope you're feeling better today.
During pregnancy in 2002 I began having head & ear pain, lost baby, pregnant in 2003, still hurting, lost the baby, have degenerative disc disease, migranes, peripheral neuropathy, vision loss at times,hurts to even take a bath, sometimes I cry in the tub, very upset & unhappy, don't go out much, very, very tired & frustrated, guess I do feel sorry for myself even though I am not supposed to. I realize it could be much worse. Been to Vanderbilt, UofL, you name it.
Have suffered chronic daily headaches for several years, migranes as long. Devestating migranes, have auras, naseau & vomiting, severe pain on one side of my head.
I've had allergies for several years, I didn't like shots & insurance didn't want to pay for anything much. I think my very cluttered & messy & Shih Tzu certainly contribute.
I was diagnosed just this week with paranoid disorder with agoraphobia. Scary & makes me nervous.
I had a perfect baby girl in 1996, my whole life got better. In 2002 I got pregnant with my son Ethan, the pregnacy was hard, bleeding, I lost him at 20 weeks. Pregnant again in 2003 & lost baby at 10 weeks. I was devastated, broke my heart. I delivered Ethan, had a funeral & a place to visit his grave. That means the world to me. At first I couldn't understand but now maybe I didn't need to more kids now that I am so sick. I'd be happy to talk to anyone who needs to talk, my support was my girl