Adequate
November 6, 2009 2:25pm
After that whole horrible day in which I did math I went to Ophelia's house for two nights. She picked me up after her classes on Monday and we …
LilyMaid
10:35am Friday
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About Me
LilyMaid
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About Me
I'm starting to delve into the reasons for being who I am more. The past is the key ingredient in that dish. I now have a new psych who could be beneficial in helping me evolve.
I'm starting to delve into the reasons for being who I am more. The past is the key ingredient in that dish. I now have a new psych who could be beneficial in helping me evolve.
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Interests
Pushing my limits and seeing how far the rubber band will expand before it snaps.
Pushing my limits and seeing how far the rubber band will expand before it snaps.
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Intolerance
November 6, 2009 1:44pm
This world is full of intolerance and I didn't mean to add to it. Since about the age of 16 I've been searching for the truth. Since my mom …
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Math Smath
November 2, 2009 10:03pm
Math is horrible. It took me ALL DAY TODAY to complete just a lil bit and in the end I didn't finish 3/4 of the last section right. AND I have a …
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Material Gifts; Personal Love
October 29, 2009 12:39pm
My mom won $500 through the lottery two days ago. Yesterday we went to an improved Wal-Mart and she went crazy spoiling me. She bought me a nice …
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That's the End of Those Plans!
October 27, 2009 5:57pm
Two days ago was Uncle Cliff's 3rd Death Day Anniversary. I did very well that day handling rememberance of my uncle. I lit his candle and …
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Congrats
I am SO SO VERY PROUD of you for all the hard work you are doing in therapy. Know you are not alone on the journey of life.
Hugs,
India
Ray of Sunshine
Hi Marcy! I haven't been online lately, how are you doing? Nick had the day off of school yesterday. We had a few visitors file through, including the plumber who fixed the backed-up sink. Otherwise things are going well. I still have this nasty cold, on Day 10. Want to scream. Oh well! I'll be catching up today :) xxoo love and hugs
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Hey girlfriend. Thanks for your hugs and journal comment. I'm still pondering about the job opportunity, and I really appreciate your input. It's true that as I sit here my heart's not in it. But I am so excitable lately that once I get around people I perk up and love whatever I doing and almost anyone I'm doing it with. One of the perks of mania, I guess. Talk to you soon. Love you , julia
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Thx hun :) *Hugs* Yeah I hope my cold goes away soon. It sucks cuz I'm not sure what cold meds I can take with my regular meds, so I'm might have to go the pharmacy to find out. Thx so much again for the get well wishes. I hope your doing well!
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Awww! Thank You Sweet Friend! we talked about her freaking gf or whatever that is and that night i thought we could talk. Then, next day, it started fine and finished horribly... I am owning only what is mine... no more guilt trips, it is like i am the worse person in the world... I will continue my life while counting my blessingsssss.... and now, you are not violating your promise, LOL.... that made me smile... thank you for putting a smile on my face. I am meeting people on myspace... nice people! Love you girl and thank you for always being there for me! More Hugs to you! and tons of love and kissesssssss!!!
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Close Depression
13 yrs have gone by and I'm just now starting to heal from it all. I have a therapist now that I have a feeling will really be able to direct me in ways that I've never been able to be directed before.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Trazodone Working / Worked
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Physical and Emotional Abuse have been a part of my life but I'm doing my best to put the present and future in my mind's eye and hold it there... in this way I can move on.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Considering
- Music Working / Worked
Open Codependency
I'm coming very close to not having this problem anymore!!!
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I'm communicating my need for self reliance to my friends.
Open Bereavement
So many loved ones have long passed to the light. So many more will eventually follow, including myself. I still miss them at times, but I know that I am not grieving anymore... you just miss a person at times :)
Treatments
- Time Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
Well so sometimes I have flashbacks and beliefs that I was a liar, but in the long run... I am okay. This was a part of my past, but it doesn't have to always be apart of who I am now, today.
Treatments
- Time Working / Worked
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I'm not with anyone and I'm not really looking for one at present... I've got a lot of "me" work to do first :)
Open Spina Bifida
I have it. I'm a lucky one though. I walk.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I have it but I don't allow this or any other disease to rule my life!
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Love Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
Open Bipolar Disorder
I was just diagnosed with Bi Polar 1 by a woman who actually knew what she was talking about. Mine is a very light case of it so I'm not concerned. I've been controling it with CBT/DBT Therapy, counseling and natural remedies. SAWEET!
Treatments
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I am here because PMS reeks havoc on my life once a month and some of the worst things I've caused in my life have happened during that time of month. I hate myself during this time and sometimes, mostly, I hate everyone else too.
