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December 20, 2008 2:39am
man its been a long time since ive been on here. but latley ive been doing great. such as 6 months ago i came down to WV from CT to finnally meet a …
steelewolf
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About Me
steelewolf
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About Me
hmmmmmmmm whats to say about me. im quirky as heck.im usally hyper, sad, and angry all at once so i can get a bit annoying(especally when i say what comes to mind as it comes to mind).but if i really care about someone i am one of the best friends you can have but im usally misunderstood and people seem to think im gonna give them a disease or something but im just very outgoing(and impulsive which gets me in trouble) and need to learn some boundaries. im a trip but usually im well worth it(at least i hope)
hmmmmmmmm whats to say about me. im quirky as heck.im usally hyper, sad, and angry all at once so i can get a bit annoying(especally when i say what comes to mind as it comes to mind).but if i really care about someone i am one of the best friends you can have but im usally misunderstood and people seem to think im gonna give them a disease or something but im just very outgoing(and impulsive which gets me in trouble) and need to learn some boundaries. im a trip but usually im well worth it(at least
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Interests
Music, Video Games, Movies, Sports, Mountain Dew, Anime, Reading, Singing(if im good at the song)Writing, Whatever i feel like doing at the time basically.
Music, Video Games, Movies, Sports, Mountain Dew, Anime, Reading, Singing(if im good at the song)Writing,
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Journal
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Journal Entry for December 24, 2007
December 24, 2007 11:41pm
Bloodred against the pale white that is quickly getting whiter. a reminder of how precious blood is for life to continue. quickly i reach for a towel …
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Journal Entry for October 17, 2007
October 17, 2007 12:30am
; Shattered
pieces of me broken on shards of glass jutting from a window, every futile escape brings me closer to my end. as i watch my life break before me, its crimson red streams running down the sill. Is this all that will ever make it out, am i doomed to remain in this room with only shards around me? my body a willing capitive within the comforting walls. yet my mind is stifled and trapped, constanly rebeling against the binding walls. My capitivety has made it clear, i must suffer my body to esape through the glass ,and finally start living the trail of my tortured exstince.
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Journal Entry for October 4, 2007
October 4, 2007 10:32pm
im almost beyond just a depresion i feel like im becomeing distant from myself on the inside, like im losing control of something but dont know what. …
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Journal Entry for September 24, 2007
September 24, 2007 3:30pm
Hope, such a human emotion, an emotion i had not a need for,for i know hope gets you no where.For this world is a never-ending cycle of hate and …
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Ive been abused by my sisters dad since i was little and it didnt stop till i was about 10. he was always yelling and blaming me for everything and instead of hitting his daughter he took it out on me and my mom and my other sister. and the worst injury he gave me was a black eye that caused me to miss 3 days of school and us to leave the house we were living in.
Close Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abused by a member of my family for 4 years and didnt have the courage to tell cause i was scared he would stop helping us pay for the house so it would leave me and my family homeless so i said nothing untill my dad got it out of me over the phone and called the cops on him. ive also been molested by one of my friends brothers which caused me to lose a good friend cause i refused to go over there house anymore.
Open Video Game Addiction
i play an mmorpg called runescape and i play it up to 5 or 6 hours on a good day and all night once just to try out playing all night. i also play lots of games on my ps2 and gamecube and looking to get another psp as well as a ds to feed my addiction to play games whereever i am. im aslo geting a ps3 wii and xbox 360 so i can get my gf and friends involed in playing games with me
Open Panic Attacks
steelewolf hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression
steelewolf hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Stuttering
steelewolf hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Brain Injury
when i was a kid(can't remember my age or even most of the day just select parts)i was at a party and was playing with some kids and we were running back and forth between two walls and i guess i slipped or something and the front of my head slammed into the wall. so i got up to go to my mom and she looked at me and i guess i was gushing blood so they brought me the kitchen to where my grandpa was working and layed me on the table.then i had to wait there till 911 came and ended up stitches
Open ADHD / ADD
im undiagnosed but a friend suggested i try some meds cause she thought i had signs and symptoms so i did and they worked great and i felt calm and focused for the first time ever. so i have to get a sheet thingy done still but it is pretty obvious i have adhd to everyone but my mom and old doctor so no clue how long it will take to get some help which i needed back in middle school
Treatments
- Adderall Working / Worked
- it worked perfectly
Open Phobia
i have a phobia of water. but i also have one of spiders and flying bugs both make me very scared and make me look silly in front of people when i run away from a tiny flying bug.
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
steelewolf hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
