letter to myself
July 8, 2009 11:06am
Squeek 
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About Me
Squeek
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About Me
Where to begin, well I should start by saying that I have recently 27 years old and I hoped in this new found age of wisdom that I would more able to cope with lifes up's and downs. However, the more I try to think my way out of problems the more muddled I become. they say the grey area between rational, logical thinking and emotions is depression, and I seem to be, (and have been) locked there, unable to move through the numbing veil of self-loathing and apathy. and as a result I have been a self harmer (of many kinds) for some years. The more scars i have on my arms the more I believe I will be alone forever.
Where to begin, well I should start by saying that I have recently 27 years old and I hoped in this new found age of wisdom that I would more able to cope with lifes up's and downs. However, the more I try to think my way out of problems the more muddled I become. they say the grey area between rational, logical thinking and emotions is depression, and I seem to be, (and have been) locked there, unable to move through the numbing veil of self-loathing and apathy. and as a result I have been a self
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Interests
Photography, the Arts, music, juggling, intelligent debate, philosophy, bhuddism.
Photography, the Arts, music, juggling, intelligent debate, philosophy, bhuddism.
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well
April 12, 2009 8:39pm
Well, for some reason I can't really explain I am feeling rather positive about my life. That said I am still dogged by quite …
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Journal Entry for January 5, 2008
January 5, 2008 10:35pm
I have cut myself too deep
Maybe I should call an abulance, maybe Ishould just let myself die
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Journal Entry for October 26, 2007
October 26, 2007 8:36pm
My ex-is ok, just bad at getting back to people..
I was, and still feel like I will be alone for the rest of my life..
I am so …
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Journal Entry for October 25, 2007
October 25, 2007 8:03pm
I meet up with an ex-girlfriend on Monday eveing whom I haven't seen in a year and a half..
She has anorexia and is struggling, she …
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Flower
Thanks for the nice message, im ok Hope you are ok aswell and having a nice day
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Hey new friend hope you are well and enjoying your week xoxox
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Time is never on my side anymore.. its something along with sleep that i get very little of.. glad get a hug from you.. peace classic
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I am not here much, I keep my account open and have it set up to be emailed when i get a message or a hug.. All is very well here!!! How have things been for you my dear?
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I'm 27 and I have been self harming most of my adult life, I was abused / traumatised as a child by authority figues.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Asthma
Squeek hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Art Working / Worked
- Photography
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
