Nevaeh811's Journal

Thank you to those who responded to my last journal entry. i have decided to move on and not let it bother me....bottom line. i guess its just hard to see him happy, when we were both suppose to be grieving...esp. when the happiness comes from a new life. i sent him an email and basically was very adult about the situation. my old self would have went off on him and threatened this new girl to be honest with you. but that kind of behavior has gotten me nowhere in the past. and a friend told me that if i wish bad upon him, then bad will come to me,...and if i wish good, then my turn will come. well, i can't afford to lose another baby, or have anymore heartache, so i emailed him and wished him the best. i told him that i was ashamed by the situation and that God probably wasn't happy with him, but i also told him i hope for him to have a healthy baby. i wouldn't wish the pain of a miscarriage on my worst enemy. so thanks for all your advice...and for once im gonna let this become a positive thing!;)  God Bless.