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Nevaeh811 
8:59pm Friday
I'm feeling super shitty bc of the holidays and i miss my baby with all my heart. but at the same time, im in a new relationship which is making me feel somewhat happier. i love him so much! he is so good to me, and i feel truly happy. i never thought life could be so shitty, yet so great at the same time. im just so happy that he doesn't celebrate christmas!!! thats a plus this year for me. so of course my emotions are wild! i go from ecstatic bc of him to super depressed bc i want my little girl. and sometimes i feel bad for being happy bc of him, bc he would never replace my baby.
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“Holidays are in no sense an alternative to the congestion and bustle of cities and work. Quite the contrary. People look to escape into an intensification of the conditions of ordinary life, into a deliberate aggravation of those conditions: further from nature, nearer to artifice, to abstraction, to total pollution, to well above average levels of stress, pressure, concentration and monotony -- this is the ideal of popular entertainment. No one is interested in overcoming alienation; the point is to plunge into it to the point of ecstasy. That is what holidays are for.”
Jean Baudrillard
rennikc
The holidays are hard for me this year too. I just cannot be in the mood like I want to be. I am sorry that you are missing your baby. That just makes it harder. I am happy that you are so happy and in love with someone new. Let yourself be happy because of him, it is a great thing.
joie