Journal Entry for September 7, 2007
Well, I found out Employers are hiring, they just aren't hiring me.
I have filled out 10 job apps just this week, and a few last week. this is a …
I enjoy writing, my cat, painting, all kinds of artwork. however, mainly writing. eases stress.
I enjoy writing, my cat, painting, all kinds of artwork. however, mainly writing. eases stress.
Well, I found out Employers are hiring, they just aren't hiring me.
I have filled out 10 job apps just this week, and a few last week. this is a …
I have made some remarkable discoveries about myself, and my immediate influences.
First, I had to convince myself to go back to school for Business …
my husband was in a gripey mood yesterday. He kind of ruined my day too. He has been doing some fairly odd things, odd behavior, to intentionally …
An absolutely amaing day! I have NEVER made so many friends in one day before! I really hope we all keep in touch, until we have all our problems …
You have no idea how fantastic I feel right now! I have enjoyed the company of so many good people here, it is simply unbelievable! I set out on a …
I'm awake. all the time. at least at night anyways. I can't help it, and I have even knocked off the caffeine.I guess I have a dreadful fear of dying in my sleep, like my mother did.
I was considered exposed in 1993. I worked as a CNA in a Nursing home facility.I took the meds, now it is dormant, but still troubling.
I've suffered with both Physical and Emotional abuse. Survived.
I started pulling at the age of 5, maybe younger. My mother was a puller too, tht is where I learned it, I guess! (ha ha!) I remember her slapping my hands, saying I was going to pull all my hair out. over the years however, I would focus on not makingmyself bald, but only pulling out strands of hair I didn't like, since I had blond, red, and brown hairs. I had really thick hair, so it didn't really matter much, and I tried not to pull a lot of hair, I conditioned myself.
I worry about High blood pressure. I have a family history of it.
I overeat. my problem, is I enjoy it too much, I guess. I need to lose weight though, for my health, and I won't do the surgery (gastric bypass) because I feel it is too risky. I don't feel fat, but according to medical standards, I am. and, it is serious enough to cause problems.
My Anxiety is mainly stess induced, however, I have had attacks for no apparent reason, even when I thought the main stress was gone.