Journal Entry for June 12, 2009
June 12, 2009 10:20pm
7 months ago we conceived the baby, who is due in August. Most of the pregnancy I have been severely ill and my boyfriend moved in to help me out …
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innerdiscord wrote a discussion post in the Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female support group: Frequent recurrances 8:42am
I was diagnosed with hsv2 back in 1996. I still struggle with the negative feelings about having it and…
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Something I wrote on New Motherhood.......
April 24, 2009 12:06pm
Here is something that I wrote today cause I really didn't know what to say to a Facebook friend's birth of her baby. I'm not sure how …
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How I became on Orphan
March 1, 2009 11:56am
I came from a broken family. My folks divorced in 1980 and both remarried. My father remarried twice. I never imagined a reality of a world that I …
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Journal Entry for January 26, 2008
January 26, 2008 8:16pm
I'm back blogging again - this time on something that I'm not sure about. I now have a man in my life and we are quite passionate about each …
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Journal Entry for December 6, 2007
December 6, 2007 11:10am
I didn't know I was gone for so long - after I checked my last entry. Life has been filled with a lot of things over the past few months for me. …
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You too my friend, Have a GREAT week-end !
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Flowers ? Because you are feeling under the weather.Hope you feel better soon. HUGS :)
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Hello and Good Morning... Sending you a hug. : )
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Good Morning friend, I just want to let you know, that you are in my thooughts and prayers. :)
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Thank-You sweety for the hug...Hope you are feeling better today. If you need to talk i'am here. Hugs & Prayers. I LOVE YOUR PICTURE of the mountains :)
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Close Family Issues
I have had an extremely rough life growing up - I was severely neglected and abused by my mother and her husband. The abuse and neglect lasted until this year and I had to walk away from the family in order to be safe. I'm suffering from bad PTSD and the drastic change in my life. i am now reliving many hurtful incidents that happened a long time ago. I feel this anger towards the ones in my family who were responsible for my life growing up....
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- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It doesn't really help me from really expressing my feelings. I find it enforces intellectualizing my feelings.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have been subject to emotional abuse and physical neglect in my life for 27 years now. I'm trying to heal myself and work through the pain of recovering my hurt and some days I don't think I can make it on my own. PTSD is horrible thing to get.
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- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- just joined today
- Music Working / Worked
- I sing karaoke and sing with musicians....it helps to belt out tunes.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- so-so with this as I am trying to EXPRESS what I'm feeling instead of intellectualizing. so If I have a good cry, then that is what I must do.
Open Anxiety
Last year I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and was put on meds. Sadly the meds turned me in a zombie so I try and find natural ways to deal with my anxiety. I find I also need support along the way :) No man is ever an island.
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- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- They do actually work - it helps calm you and if you find that your nose gets clogged up with gunk...try some aromatherapy eucalytpus oil...along with the exercises
Open Stress Management
Majorly stressed out and dealing with unresolved family issues from childhood. In need of peer support as I fell all alone
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- Music Working / Worked
- Singing karaoke and singing with a band. Finding those songs that really speak to my soul to help me feel what I must feel.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Suffering from PTSD from past severe childhoos abuse and neglect. Trying to work through the effects ot it.
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Open Step Families
I have step parents which both of them threw me out of the family cause I'm not a blood relative......not sure what to think on this......time to gain insight.
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
Type: Genital HerpesDiagnosed with having an STD, back in 1996. This is still a difficult disease for me to deal with on the emotional level.
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- Zovirax Working / Worked
- The doctor prescribes it when I do get an OB. Seems to work.
Open Single Parenting
Single mom to a 5 year old with special needs and no family support.
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I am a single mom to a 5 year old girl - these days I'm having challenging times with her and not sure what to do.....
Open Anger Management
Learning to deal with painful feelings and to process my anger.
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
Baby due in August and it's been 7 years since I have had a newborn around......
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Open Pregnancy
Baby due in the summer......half way through a very hard pregnancy.
Open Post Partum Depression
I gave birth to a baby girl earlier this month and I am now going through the emotional stuff that comes after such an event.
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Open HIV
I strongly suspect that I am positive. Strong gut instinct on this...but need support for going to get the test. I feel like I have made a huge mistake in my life and dread what may lie ahead. I did get tested when I became pregnant back last year and i got no results but i keep having symptoms. It will not only be myself that will deal with....my partner and baby too...please do not judge me.
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