Bootsie's Journal

Well, I haven't been on in a long time! I sometimes go on and read a couple discussions and then off I go. Well, my updates: After receiving a letter saying I was approved for the next 3 years for long term disability I got a denial letter. My doctors notes did not state that I was "totally disabled" and they thought I had fibro before I started working for my last employer. My ex husband also let me know that he would have to lower my child support payments because his pay has been restructured and he would only be receiving his commission checks every 6 months.

I moved in with my nephew who is 2 years my junior, he also has fibro. So...my rent is down to $500 dollars a month plus electric. It will be a great help since I will only be getting $1000 a month. So my break down is:   $500 rent

                                              $100 electric

                                              $300 car payment

                                              $100 Car  and renters insurance

                                              $100 cell phone for myself and daughter

Opps!!!!!!! just went over budget, guess we won't be eating!!!!!!!

I get so depressed sometimes that I just can't take it, today is one of them. My daughter is at her friends and I am just hiding out upstairs with my puppy and cats. Still missing my, I guess, ex-boyfriend that was deported 2 years ago (lawyers fault, long story). At least I am living with a very wonderful nephew that understands what I am going through. He just broke up with his wife, that's just before I moved in to help him out with his mtg. He is so kind, easy going, understanding. He became a minister and has an on line school for theology. He has 3 children, 1 estranged son, and 2 identical twin daughters that failed to call him on his birthday. He is going through alot also.

Well, enough complaining. .........