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Mountainheart 
Its been a little while since I have vivited. I have had computer problems(major). If you ever see anything pop up that says Personal Ativirus- this is spam,ugly bad stuff. It takes over your computer and tells you that you have malicious sites, trojens, worms, and a lot of other stuff and blocks you from going anywhere on your computer. The worst is you cannot delete it, uninstall it. It is block by a pretection from the company who puts it on there. I had to get extra spyware to finally after two days got it removed. JUST A WARNING!!
To my very dear friends on here, I am very sorry I don't get on here that much. I do love talking to everyone. My computer is in my kitchen and I don't sit wellin there. I wish I had a lap top like some of you do, that way I could still get on here even on days when I am not feeling well. So If I am having a bad day in the bed, I am not having a computer day.
I had a spell here a while back where I went into a deep depression over life in general, what I call my feel sorry for me moods. I came out of it remembering how blessed I was. I didn't have the right, there were people out their that had things and were a lot sicker than I ever thought about being.
As some of you know I have been battling insurance to no avail. We appealed three times and was turned down so right now I have no insurance. My chemo is on hold except for one med called Xeloda, if anyone knows if this drug is going to be good enough to hold my cancer at bay until Novenber, I would truely like to know. I can't help wondering if it is going to be good enough. I had a chest x-ray the other day that shows a posible tumor in my right side about the size of a half dollar. My family MD and I could not tell if it was in my lung or in my back , outside of my lung. I rarely see my oncologist since he requires payment of his services, I do how ever have an appointment with him Monday. I am taking the Xeloda 2000mg twice a day. If anyone knows anything about this drug and it's effectiveness please let me know.
I Pray all is well with my friends. And I do miss hearing from you ( my fault) God Bless and take care...........Bonita
