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holz 
ok so this is my friend journal entry, feels weird ive never written a journal ever but i think its kind of cool lol. Well i was up til 2am doing 20km on my crosstrainer watching tv in my room. Shit it felt good, also felt like my bedroom was a sauna it was that bloody hot as its summer here. Got up at 2pm yeah i know i feel so guilty waking up at that time. Decided to have a good eating day til my mother came home with the shopping. So binged there and then drank 1.5L of water lol. Vacumned the whole house for some exercise, not that i burnt any calories lol cos i fucken just ate like 3choco chip biscuits. Watched the Biggest Looser show today. Id so love to be on that show just to loose all my weight. And have someone making me do the exercise lol. Going to watch Bratcamp soon another tv programme i like. My aim for exercise tonite is 15km. cos my foot is v sore.
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i think im want to work out hard at the moment cos on the 20th of jan I have a 21st dressup party to go to, im going as a naughty nurse and have a cool short blue dress to wear, a nurses hat, black fish net stockings and fuck me boots, and I just feel like if i lost a bit of weight before then id look that little bit better and feel more confident in what i plan to wear. I hope there are ppl i will get on with there
holz
fuck i said friend instead of first, and damn i can't bloody download my pic grrrrrrrrr
holz
fuck im useless, i want to loose this fucken weight and i have absolutely no energy or motivation to do my exercise on my crosstrainer, what more do i want, i can watch my tv while working out, but no im not doing it, im chatting in yahoo feeling as guilty as shit. It just makes no bloody sense to me, if i want to look perfect you have to do things you just don't want to do. Just want some energy its 11.30pm at night and god im usually full of beans right now.
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