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scarlet1234 
2:39pm, October 18, 2009
well i sat in me dads while he went out with his brother for a drink mum wasn't happy at all made me sad she kept telling me to go
my tummy was bad and ibs to geting so fat i didn't even need to eat i dont any day cos live on my own but i do i cant help it i look forward to food now all time never use to but am frightened cos am gaining weight all time wish i wasn't wish i was 5 stone again safe better
back always killing me cos car crash and bones
screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
want to be dead
well i dont but dont cos sad
would miss family to much
people keep telling me i look well but what about me
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Your a great person, an even though your feeling down u still manage to be there for your family, not all of us could do that.
I know things will get better for you soon honey. You just gotta keep on going.
And being5stone doesnt look good on anyone and i bet you look gorgeous now!
Have u tried going for therapy or anything coz it can really help if youve ot someone to talk2!?
Love ya
Bei
bei
You're going through a lot of changes and challenges mentally and phyically at the moment, change is always tough but hang in there. Bei is right 5 stone is not attractive plus you won't be any good to your family at that weight. Hang in there.
KayBeth
honey please dont do this... you are way to special!
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