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scarlet1234 
2:39pm, October 18, 2009
the more i try the ill i get if you no me i was run over in June broke back suffering bad now and mum is ill alzheimers i have had enough as well as frightened and i have gained so much weight want old weight back
hate people still say are you eating
well look at me why i am in pain with ibs cos food inside me and pains in back all time so much
i have pills infront me right now mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
take all pain life gone free over but my dad me life my sole mate i love him so much me mum needs me at me i wish i could be there
i wish car killed me that day
am shaking now head pain feel bad did nil to day to layed about cos cold and all places closed feel fat cos ate and gained to day feel may binge
screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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Babe i am so sorry you feel like this, but you are right to remember that your dad an you are close an that your mum needs you.
I am always here for you and if you give it time things will get better for you honstly!
bei
You know your dad needs you now. I do too. Here for you always. x
KayBeth