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scarlet1234 
2:39pm, October 18, 2009
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
WISH I WAS DEAD I HAVE GAINED AND GAINED AND I DONT GET IT AND AM ETING SO WELL FRUIT VEG AND NO CRAP WHATS HAPPEN TO ME I JUST CANT COPE AT ALL WHY I WANT ED TO BE IN CONTROL AND IBD I FUCKING HATE IBS AND ED I THINK I MIGHT JUST TAKE UP DIET PILLS AND STUFF AGAIN COS LIFE CANT GET ANY WORSE FOR ME MUM HAS ALZHIMERS AND DAD IN AT ME ALL TIME COS SO STRESSED OUT
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I replied to your comment, gonna ask the same question, have you actully gained weight or do you just feel that way? Coz ive made myself think that b4an if your eating well then you shdnt have gained weight.
Sorry things arent goin your way at the moment, but that can chage and it will change if you make it.
Have you tried goin for counsillin or anythin?
Coz it can help so much!!
I hope yu stop wantin to die, coz even with all the shit in life it can be amazing, and you deserve to enjoy the amazing thins aswell!!
You need to find positivity from somewhere...
i hope you do
xx
bei
listen you, you dont wanna die, we all hate ED and stuff but isnt it worth fighting for, your a wonderful person and deserve to be happy so fight for the happiness that you so deserve. big hugs to you
Laura28