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scarlet1234 
2:39pm, October 18, 2009
I WISH I COULD SLIT MY WRIST BUT AM A BIG SHIT BAD
I WANT TO BE DEAD
I HATE IBS CONSAPTION I HATE ANOREXIA SAYS I AM GET FAT NOT THINK WISH SHE WOULD SHUT UP
WISH I WILL WAKE TOMOROW AND ALL BE OVER FOR EVER
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There are days when we all feel the way you do. I feel like digging myself a hole in the ground and hiding. All within a second or a minute. We do not have a choice in the diseases we get, but we all have a choice on how we deal with our issues or problems.
Lots of hugs to you and yours. Judi
Judibm
You can get through this baby..I am with you...please try not to be so hard on yourself..it will will will get better...xoxoxoxox LOVE YOU
Consumed
i am so sad you feel like this if I could I would take the pain away but all I can do is send u my love and let you know someone cares. you can beat these feelings and take back control. x
KayBeth
Sorry you feel so down,we all feel like that at times but we have to get through it, there are people who need us, and I know your family need and love you.
We all care about you.You will get there.
Love and hugs. xxx
bonnytiz
hey hey, why you are getting so upset baby girl, you gotta focus more on the positives...I got IBS too Im always constipated, today I had to smoke a cig in order to go take a dump lol, plus Ive been struggling with an anxiety disorder. We all have it tough, you are and always will be a beautiful person no matter how you look if you are skinny, medium, large or whatever. You are young, you can do anything you want in your life baby girl, wake up and smell the roses. I know you are feeling down but you gotta keep your head up. I'm always here if you need to talk!
Joannapanic
dont let it beat you scarlett. there are always flip sides to the bad times , hang in for the good times, you dont know what thngs are going to be like in the future.when i was having a really bad time i used to think whats the point im always going to be like this so i might aswell give up because this is rotten ??? but what got me through was realising that you dont know for certain what is in your future , things coudl change drastically for the better unexpectadly, there is always that hope. i used to think that maybe in time some one some where would come up with something to help with ibs etc and i would hang on just in case!! and you know what i still think its a probability. keep going love , one step ata time. you are not alone . lots of people on ds understand, sympathise and care. x
wistfl
Honey i felt the same last night, but you deserve to live and you wll et through this. We are all here for you. x
freddie50
28, love clothes, got eating disorder since 16 ...more on the anorexic side ...battered with it for a few years...and then it gets better when I was 25 ...and then the IBS ..damn it. Why can't EVIL just leave me alone.I think IBS and eating disorder is somewhat related. And yeah, I FEEL FAT and sometimes i just really can't tell if it is bloating or weight gained. Buying lota new clothes, that I never wear becuz I feel fat -and those clothes are for the "skinny day"
I cried, i really think of killing myself, scream in the middle of the night not because it was that painful but I am so sick and tired of being so painful...but here I am , still alive and getting better...though still pretty sick.i am on acupuncture....getting better and better. You may wanna try it.
jl1218
im so sorry you are hurting so much. I wish i could help and wave a maic wand. never loose the hope that things will get better some time.x
wistfl