NightAngelX's Journal

Well, I had a good weekend, but today at work was awful.  I am just bored there!  So I was doing stuff online, and then suddenly it stopped working.  Then a page came up saying that user is blocked from internet usage.  Nice.  They could have at least warned me. 

My fiance said I could quit on the 31st (of August) since we are likely moving to Iowa in September, but even if we don't I could, but I don't know if I can make it that long.  I was feeling great over the weekend and now I'm back feeling horrid.  I just want to call into work permanently.  I just updated my resignation letter that I started months ago.  My fiance says if I am really that unhappy to just quit now, but then I'd be totally financially dependent on him after I got my final check.  And with the wedding and possibly moving...I just don't know.  I'm so confused.  :(

Yes i do want to take another career path but the logical side of me says I shouldn't quit my current job until I find a new job or I'm for sure moving.  My emotional side wants to quit then run and hide forever.

Logically why would I quit? I do nothing most days and the days I'm busy I'm just watching kids.  I could read a book or a magazine, I don't need the internet. 

I can't explain logically why I want to quit at all, that's why this is so hard for me. 

Thanks for reading...