I have done so much for so long with so little that I am now qualified to do anything with nothing.
I have done so much for so long with so little that I am now qualified to do anything with nothing.
September 2, 2009 10:37am
I have not written in this for about 2 years. 2 years ago I was Cycling so badly I was like Zombie. Had 2 suicide attempts behind me and didnt think …
August 18, 2008 8:21am
A little over a year ago I was in the bowels of hell. I cannot even put into to words how awful it was.
Now I am taking Seroquel, Lamicatal, …
August 10, 2007 4:29pm
8/10/07 4 p.m.
Vicious cycle of nightmares when I sleep and flashbacks when I am awake. My brain is on overload and I cannot stop it. Accepted …
July 25, 2007 10:08pm
July 25, 2007
I felt human for a little while today. The meds help but I still just cycle in and out. I feel like an old engine that has not been …
I am so sorry that you are feeling poorly.
Sweetie, I hope you are feeling a little better. Sometimes when we are triggered it can start a whole cycle of things even when we are taking our meds and seeing our pdoc regularly. Do you see a therapist to work through your emotions? I understand your feeling of screaming in a room full of people and noone hears you. Its as if we cant imagine anyone else understanding how we feel and the torment inside eats us alive even if we dont know where it is coming from. The important thing is to remember that it is chemical and all you can do is your best to stay on top of it. I find that along with meditation it is important to keep as busy as possible. As much as we feel like curling up into a ball, it is the worse thing we can do to ourselves. We need to keep moving and doing things that bring us some kind of satisfaction. If you need to scream, then scream, if you need to cry, then cry. Dont bottle up your emotions or they will just get worse. I will be thinking of you sweetie, and I hope that you feel better, please call your pdoc and talk to him about this, or your therapist. Hugs
Scream louder!
Rapid cycler and severe ptsd if you want to talk am around
It seems I have been bipolar for many years and docs didnt catch it. I knew NOTHING about it and know little now. I was diagnosed because of rapid cycling, the meds are helping but I still cycle in and out quickly many times per day. I cannot work so I am having to move in with my daughter next week. Nobody understands and I really do not want anyone other than a couple of people to know. I see the pattern now of screwing up my life over and over. If you can help me, please do!
I was just diagnosed so I am looking for information.
Medicare starts for me in November 2009 and I need information.
Lonely and need advice.
