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Journal Entry for January 29, 2007 Mood
Monday, January 29, 2007
Im about to go lay down my whole left arm is being affected, it hurts so bad I coundlt even pull up my pants without being in so much pain. when effects my arm I CANNOT TOLERATE THE PAIN IT GETS THAT BAD SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE BREAKING A WINDOW, THOUGH I WOULD NEVER DO THAT, BUT IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY WHEN THE PAIN GETS IN MY ARM, I FEEL LIKE CUTTING MY ARM OFF, PROABLY FEEL BETTER
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  1. sbugsb1

    I f i told u that i was in my mid thirtys living in europe driving a bmw and doing pretty good with the finances would u think my life was not to bad?WELL GUESS AGAIN I HATE MY LIFE IM LIVING. FIRST OF ALL I HAVE ABSOULETY NO SUPPORT FROM ANYONE, THE CLINIC CLAIMS IT IS ALL IN THE HEAD, MY OLDEST SON AGRESS, MY YOUNGEST WHICH HAS ADHDIS A COMPLETE HAD FUL, BY ALL MEANS IM NOT TRYING TO DEGRADE HIM IN ANY WAY, BUT HIS MENATALLY IS OF A 2 YR OLD HE IS 14 MY HUSBAND AND MY YOUNGEST IS ALWAYS FIGHTING I PROMISE U THERE IS NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE THERE IS NO YELLING EVEN AT THE DINNER TABLE. I FEEL LIKE SHIT EVERYDAY BUT STILL ALWAYS BUT ALWAYS MAKE DINNER, MY YOUNGEST DONT WANT TO EAT IM TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT IS CRAP IM TIRED OF ARUGING AT THE TABLE, IM TIRED OF NO ONE LISENING TO ME, MY HUSBAND DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY PAIN. I HAVE NO FRIENDS HERE EXCEPT FOR ONE BUT SHE LIVES OVER AN HOUR AWAY,, THAT IS WHAT I WANT MY BIRTHDAY OR MOTHERS DAY ONE PEACEFUL DAY YEA LIKE THAT WOULD EVER HAPPEND, I HAVE BEEN CRYING THE LAST THREE DAYS IM TIRED OF ALL THE BS


    sbugsb1

  2. mjadaa

    Hang in there,my 14 year old still thinks he's superman and will never get old or sick LOL.When they argue just quietly walk away!!!I've had to learn this the hard way ,any stress at all is terrible for fibro!!When i hear my hubby and son argue i can feel my muscles tightening up.You need to do something for yourself luv,even something as simple as a warm bath,you can't expect to take care of anyone else when your feeling like this.


    mjadaa

Journal Entry for January 12, 2007 Mood
Friday, January 12, 2007
Im so upset right now im tired of being in pain im tired of no one understanding. my husband just came down stairs as i was siging on here asking me why r u on this site dont u know that what other people post on here as far as meds can give u a negative input as far as how as what they say if the meds dont work. im proably not even making sense right now, im pissed tells me u dont need medicine u cant depend on that u need to help yourself. what the hell is he talking about i go to physical thearpy i have tried different anti inflamatorys i use heat, my personal opinion is if u dont suffer with this diease then u dont have a clue how people feel
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  1. Lilacmoon

    All dieases can make you suffer and depressed including depressions.


    Lilacmoon

  2. redrose

    TELL YOUR HUSBAND THAT HE HAS KNOW IDEAR WHAT YOUR GOING THREW.I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR GOING THREW SO GO ON AND BITCH AND VENT ALL YOU WANT I LISTEN.


    redrose

  3. GentleLady

    Do they have pain specialists in Germany? They do here where I live in Ohio and that's who used to give me meds like Lortab. Is there a base hospital that you can go to? Best of luck finding some help!!!


    GentleLady

  4. rain50

    I agree with you if they don't have it they don't understand, I am here for you also. I have fibro and no one understand me either, they do not know what it feels like to feel like you have the flu all the time or feel like a semi truck has run over you. maybe someday they will understand but for now we that have it ,have to help each other keep going.


    rain50

Journal Entry for January 9, 2007 Mood
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
It is 12:30 pm i have no engery as always sometimes i feel so down i live in pain everyday i wish i could wake up one day and feel no pain YEA RIGHT. I have pain in my legs everyday but for t he last few days it has been in my arms i can feel it go right through my bones. feels like someone is taking a saw and sawing right through the bones. I want to do so many things but i cant because i cant plan anything i cant make plans ahead of time because i dont know what time i wi;ll get up and on top of that i dont know how i will feel. People say that sounds like depression will i guess that u do get depressed somewhat when u have to live with pain all the time.
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  1. sbugsb1

    Don"t get me wrong I do not lay in bed all day there is not a day that there is no dinner on the table or my house is not cleaned sometimes i work TO HARD AND THEN I END UP SUFFERING AT NIGHT.


    sbugsb1

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