So tired
February 16, 2009 2:49am
Tired.
And sad.
He will be away for a week...and for a week I will not know if he is alive or dead. The only way I will know either way is if he …
Goal Completed on Jan 2, 09
DeathByDegrees
6:50am, December 18, 2008
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About Me
DeathByDegrees
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About Me
I love Taekwon-do, Taiko, reading and writing poetry.
I love Taekwon-do, Taiko, reading and writing poetry.
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Pain
January 18, 2009 12:55am
He can't even see me right now.
I've fucked things up so bad with him that even though he could die tomorrow, he does not want to see me alone …
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Death
January 14, 2009 4:53am
Someone I know is dying.
Its just a matter of time until the tube the doctors sewed in place of his aorta gives out and he dies drowning on his own …
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1 whole year
January 2, 2009 4:49am
I did it.
I have not self harmed for a year and a day. And still counting.
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thank you ^_^ its nice to know ppl still know im around lol hope ur having a good week
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Hi stopping by to say hello www.doorofhope4teens.com
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thank u! lol ya its tough, im here if u ever need to tlk about anything..
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
My story is too long and confusing to tell in 500 characters.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Music Working / Worked
- Prozac Not Working
- Just didnt do stuff all
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I'm seeing an amazing counselor. She's helping me so much
Close Sexual Abuse
Well...when I was 17 I was raped. Since then I have been raped about 3 or 4 times. I'm still trying to deal with it all.
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
I started using when i was 18 and used for 2 years. i quit it for almost a year, but now im back using. im addicted...craving..needing it
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for the last almost 7 years. And I've been trying to quit for almost as long. I am covered with scars. They show my life's story
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I've managed to find a few people to help me with this...But it has been very hard.
Open Rape
DeathByDegrees hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
drinking every night. im not even close to starting towards treatment
Open Bisexuality
Bi and confused. Only way I can put it
Open Brain / CNS Tumors
My grandad died of a brain tumour...and I'm scared coz they are genetic
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI guess I've been depressed since age 11
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- So helpful...the people here are great.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaHave had bulimia and aorexia. Am now hideously overweight. Hate myself
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendDeath shadows me. My best friend died at 11, a loved one when i was 14 and another best friend at age 20.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
Open Anxiety
I've been having massive anxiety attacks lately...to go with my long term anxiety
Treatments
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- Too soon to tell if its working
Open Transgender
im not transgender, but i would like to understand and talk to those who are
Open Healthy Relationships
DeathByDegrees hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
DeathByDegrees hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Incest Survivors
Not someone who has experienced this, but someone who wants to be here for those who have.
