shirlete's Journal

SO OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE LEARNED A LOT.  I HAD SOME BLINDS PUT IN AND THE GUY THAT PUT THEM IN CALLED ME AND ASKED ME OUT.  I AM SUCH A ROMANTIC.  HE FIRST THING I SAID TO HIM WAS DO YOU KNOW I ONLY HAVE ONE LEG?  OF COURSE HE DID  WE WENT OUT FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS AND HAD A REALLY NICE TIME.  HE CALLED ME 2  WEEKS AGO AND SAID HE DECIDED  THAT HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE BURDONED WITH A ONE LEGGED WOMAN.  IT  WAS JUST TOO MUCH FOR HIM.  OF COURSE IT HURT MY FEELINGS AT FIRST.  BUT THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE BETTER I FEEL.  HE IS NOT THE MAN I THOUGHT HE WAS.   I  DON'T KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS WITH ME.  I DO EVERYTHING BY MYSELF.  I WON'T LET ANYONE HELP ME.  I CAN DO EVERYTHING I DID BEFORE I LOST MY LEG RXCEPT PLAY THE PANIO.  I DIDN'T DO THAT BEFORE SO I DON'T MIND SO MUCH.   LOL WHAT I DID LEARN FROM THAT IS THAT PEOPLE DON'T ALWAYS LOOK AT MY LEG AS A TERRIBLE THING AND FEEL SORRY FOR ME.  MOST DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT SINCE I WEAR A LOT OF LONG SKIRTS.  ALSO I LEARNED THAT THERE ARE MEN ATTRACTED TO ME EVEN WITHOUT A LEG.    i THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE AGAIN.  NOW IT ISN'T THAT I CAN'T BUT I DON'T WANT ANY .  SO MY HAPPY LIFE CONTINUES AND THERE IS NOTHING ELSE I CAN ASK.