Journal Entry for July 30, 2009
I haven't burned all summer. just cut some places where I could hide better. I'm working at summer camp so i've got a short sleeve …
My name is Grace. I'm in school studying to be a social worker, I don't know what that will mean for my life but I know that I want to spend it helping people.
My name is Grace. I'm in school studying to be a social worker, I don't know what that will mean for my life but I know that I want to spend it helping people.
I haven't burned all summer. just cut some places where I could hide better. I'm working at summer camp so i've got a short sleeve …
So I work really hard to not let other people's crap get to me and just...try to live my own life. but my mom's bipolar and recently seems to …
went back to therapy. which is good, i need somebody who's more objective to help me process stuff. I'm still bad at the emotions thing haha. …
so it's been 21 days? I haven't been on in awhile.... 21 days. that's good right? I mean. I'm happy about …
I'm kind of needy and insecure. hmm. not a fan of this...and so I work to actively thing about how i'm thinking ...and I work on it you know? …
hey you, yeha i havent been on since forever.. life is still shattttttty. but eh. one day at a time or some whaznuts, bleh. heres some candy chocolatays.
Hope you do well with your studying eh! *hug*
HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!! Been off of the site for a while, trying to milk the last of summer with my babies, and just came on to read that you turned 20 last week! Hugs, then Gracie!!!!
I hope this message finds you well....haven't heard from you for a while + been thinking of you! *hug*
Hope you're doin ok........I'm insane for being up at this time 5:45 am! Thanks for the hug you know; I feel stronger knowing I have support here:)
I've decided to stop burning myself, but as most of you are aware...it's easier said than done. I want to be done with it but I still get really intense urges. I need to stop, I just don't always want to.