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fettein 
1:42am, January 3, 2009
OKay, About MuA:
19
The Woodlands, Texas
5'1
HW:140lbs
Lw:89lbs
Depressed Anorexic
The reason I am feeling "bad" (check the smiley)is Josh and I just had a bit of an arguement about my money spending-I love to shop but I also now have a car payment and I have been saving like crazy but I guess it's just not enough. Sometimes I feel like such a screw up and all I wanna do is just disappear. Ugh.
19
The Woodlands, Texas
5'1
HW:140lbs
Lw:89lbs
Depressed Anorexic
The reason I am feeling "bad" (check the smiley)is Josh and I just had a bit of an arguement about my money spending-I love to shop but I also now have a car payment and I have been saving like crazy but I guess it's just not enough. Sometimes I feel like such a screw up and all I wanna do is just disappear. Ugh.
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Jsut wanted to say hi and see how you were doin'. It's crazy... you get out on your own and suddenly... there are BILLS! It drives me nuts with the whole "paycheck to paycheck" thing, but we all end up making it somehow. Shopping is big for me too... especially when I'm feeling down. New shoes are the greatest medicine! haha Anyways...Keep your head up and I hope everything works out... it will. Take care of you!
nikpm
I have recovered from depression and anorexia with therapy and medication and a lot of support from my family and husband. It is an evil combination and will swallow you. My sister is struggling with anorexia too and we are a constant support to each other. Getting help is not easy and anorexia will try to stop you! You have to fight it and know that getting healthy is WORTH IT!!!I used to have a lot of problems with money and it was part of my unhealthy thinking. My therapist is an eating disorder specialist and I have been working with him for 5 years. Sometimes I want to stop working to be healthy..I just remember that I deserve a healthy life. So do you!
al1