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Consumed
Female, 31
"Missing my Angels..Will check in soon...kinda in a whirlwind now, but it is all good! xoxoxoxoxoxox"
7:58am, June 9, 2009
Journal Entry for June 29, 2009 Mood
Monday, June 29, 2009

 

 

Hello Loves...

 

I just wanted to check in really quickly, as I have not had a chance to connect with each of you in a bit....

 

The last couple of weeks, since my mom has been here, have been pretty rough and intense...

 

I am not sure how much of what I am feeling and what is coming up, is coming from her, or this wellbutrin I have been taking to quit smoking the last month or so..or wtf is happening 

But, I feel out of contol and I do not trust my thoughts...I haven't been this anxious in quite some time, and know that I need to be resourced...

 

Steve has noticed changes in my behaviors as well, and is going to the docs with me next week...he does not want me taking the wellbutrin anymore, as he has noticed these changes since I have been taking it...

 

I apologize for isolating, but it is difficult for me to move at even the minimal...so completely emotional...

 

I miss you guys and love you...

 

Please forgive me for not being there for you...

 

xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

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Comments

  1. star2000

    I miss you so much but understand all that is going on with you. I hope that things get better for you. Im sorry things have you feeling so Anxious. I am here for you for always. You need to take this time to take care of you. Well you take care and know that all of your friends love you and has your back.


    star2000

  2. missyS

    forgiven....please get to the doc....being overly anxxious is awful! text me when and if u feel like it hun!


    missyS

  3. Soph827

    thts ok luv! hope u fl gd again sn, kp trying to quit though! i started again recently! :( need to stop again!


    Soph827

  4. peanutzz

    So glad you're quitting smoking, but I know its the pits. I had mood swings all over the map. I really hope it's temporary. I don't know anything about Wellbutrin, I'd do a follow up appt. and explain how you're feeling. Please update soon. xo


    peanutzz

  5. ShazzerInc

    No need to say sorry hun, you make sure you get better, going to the doctors sounds great to me. I hope things get better......BIG HUGS.....cant wait till you are on soon. xxx


    ShazzerInc

  6. beiceth

    I'll send you an email Dear. Sorry you are feeling rough.


    beiceth

  7. seacow

    Stop with the appologies. I'm glad you are nipping this in the bud and taking care of yourself. xox


    seacow

  8. ItalianChicka

    i miss you and i hope things get better


    ItalianChicka

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