My Life Story...
May 29, 2008 2:56am
Bear with me , This is gonna be long, but I have to get it down in writing for my own sake!! I have decided to write …
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joley 
2:32pm, February 22, 2009
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About Me
joley
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About Me
I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder, actually I am dual diagnosed, I am also a recovering addict. But all that put aside, I am happy to just be able to feel things again like emotions, good or bad and to feel hope again and to feel alive inside for the first time in a lond time and to also feel a sense of belonging, actually I mean deserving a chance to participate in life!!!! For to long Depression had robbed me of any and all life and any concept to feel human, inside I was dead, but today I am happy to be among the LIVING!!!!!
I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder, actually I am dual diagnosed, I am also a recovering addict. But all that put aside, I am happy to just be able to feel things again like emotions, good or bad and to feel hope again and to feel alive inside for the first time in a lond time and to also feel a sense of belonging, actually I mean deserving a chance to participate in life!!!! For to long Depression had robbed me of any and all life and any concept to feel human, inside I was dead, but today I am
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GED GOAL UPDATE!!!
May 27, 2008 5:14pm
Well, I took my GED test on: APRIL,23 & APRIL,24!!! I took the(2 part test) on Wed.and Thurs.evening--(5+hrs. each night). I honestly …
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A Quote For Thought
May 20, 2008 12:52am
As corrupted and disordered, We are incapable of true happiness, till purified and restored to order.... However this may be, as the greatest …
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Second, and last day of GED TEST!!!!
April 24, 2008 1:09pm
Well, Today is my second, and final day of my GED testing- "Thank GOD"!! I arrived at the center for testing at 3:50pm.( 1hr.5min. early!!! …
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Today is the big day!!! GED test!!!!
April 23, 2008 2:30pm
Well, Today is the a big day for me!! I take the first part of my GED test, from 4:30pm.- 9:00pm.!!! I have some pretty major butterflies and …
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HI JOLEY,JUST WANTED TO SEND YOU LOTS OF HUGSSS AND ASK HOW YOU ARE. I JUST GOT DONE MOVEING THE LAST WEEK SO AM IN ALOT OF PAIN.I HOPE YOUR WEEK-END IS GOING WELL FOR YOU.TAKE CARE AND HAPPY HALLOWEEN.(KEEP IN TOUCH)LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKIE
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HI MY DEAR FRIEND.HOW ARE YOU?JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG YOUR WAY AND SAY AM THINKING OF YOU TODAY.HAVE A GREAT WEEK-END.LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKY
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HI JOLEY,HOW ARE YOU? HOPE YOUR WEEK-END IS GOING GREAT FOR YOU.JUST WANTED TO SEND A HUG YOUR WAY AND SAY AM THINKING OF YOU.TAKE CARE WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSSS JACKIE
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HI MY DEAR FRIEND,HOW ARE YOU?HOPE YOUR WEEK-END IS GOING GREAT FOR YOU,AND HAVE A GREAT HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.KEEP IN TOUCH.TAKE CARE.LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGSSSS JACKIE
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
bipolar manic/ chronic insomnia and sever depression/ Axiety {Just a mess}
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Ativan Working / Worked
- not good
- Celexa Working / Worked
- not good
- Depakote Too Soon to Tell
- Geodon Not Working
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- It has been a life saver in cobo with prozac after almost giving up all hope after 18 yrs. of seeking help with no relief to be found in sight!!!! Today ai am hopeful again and feel human for the first time in many, many years! What a miracle for me!!!!!
- Lithium Working / Worked
- Risperdal Not Working
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Zyprexa Somewhat Helpful
Open Bereavement
I have lost so many family members!! To-overdose on drugs... Alcoholic.. Suicide... Addiction to painkillers... I am left extremely "TRAUMATIZED" by my losses, all were sooo damn senseless!! Makes me nauseus thinking about it... {Joley}
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
I lost my twin brother to suicide, {Due to drug addiction}He lived with me, and, my husband{rented basement}.. He committed suicide (1 week)after we were married{me&husband},It was on the morning we were to leave for our honeymoon!! I also lost My mom,dad,and,oldest brother!!! Due to,Alcoholism, R.X. pain pill addiction, and, Drug overdose.....It is neverending grief!!!
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
