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felt suicidal for 2 weeks Mood
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 | A Rambling story

Stabbed in the back for being me, rejected, broke, fighting with husband, kids going nuts, can't pay bills, feel ugly and poor...depressed. thank God I have an excuse for terrible thoughts about myself....depression is doing it ...not me.

 

Cool I only stayed under the covers for 2 hours today hiding from life. I got dressed and did full makeup hair, and wore a happy colour  yellow not black with a turquise scarf with stars and my cool jeans. thank God they still fit. I don't know whether thats good or badSealed

 

Well, the shrink is waiting for me..................................

 

 I will wear my black leather for protection...as I have since I was 17.........................................................................................................................

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  1. barbra2

    Have they changed your meds.. or maybe they should!! Life is tough I know but I KNOW that YOU are tougher.. and I am in your corner!!
    YOU will be ok... take as much time as you need to center, and things will look better once you have done that..
    healing hugs


    barbra2

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