Journal

been quite a while since i have written - things not going too bad - job is going good, esme is comng on in leaps and bounds - really starting to speak well now and trying new words every day, major leap forward - she is sleeping in a proper bed!!! and is now gong to bed wthout hassle, (well, not too much anyway!!), the car is going well. and now that i have taken over the finances (since my hubbie is useless with money!) we have reached the end of the month with about £100 to spare - i think that is about the first time since we have been together actually and  thats 5 years!!! i am going to save this up to pay some of the debt off. (thats hoping nothing nasty turns up)!

jim and i have booked a 3 day holiday away in december to go to the german christmas markets - mum is looking after the little one, which will be nice and i am looking forward to that - so things are quite routine at the moment which is atually nice to have a bit of normality, and not be worried that the major things like car, mortgage, bills are getting paid!

things going really well at the minute - have started new job which i am loving - really enjoying and feeling very productive.

car is going great

 Esem is sleeping in her own bed - since saturday nightshe has slept in her own bed every day except sunday night - but that wasnt her fault - the neighbours dog was barking outside herwindow and wouldnt shut up, so she ended up with me adn jim in the spare room

jim and i are getting along well, no more letters from creditors so that all seems to be going ok.

just have to cross our fingers now and hope it stays like this and things improve even more x

feeling great today - got the job i went for and accepted it - think it is time for a change - got a new car so at least i have a bit of independence now which is good and jim and i seem to be getting on and we have got on like a couple again today for the first time in about a month - finally the curtain seems to be lifting - and since payplan wrote our debt management plan we have had NO letters from creditors demanding money - thats a weight off my mind for a start - jim is starting to accept that i am in charge of the money now and is not spending, the bills have all been paid on time and things are starting to show a little as being back on track.

we are even contemplating buying a tent!!!! this from the man who said he would never go in a tent or caraven - that he enjoyed his all inclusive holidays too much - quite a turn around!

lets see what tomorrow brings - holding my breath that it will be another good day