Journal Entry for August 5, 2007
have been having a really awful few days this past week feels like nothing is worht it
housewife four children 13, 11, 4, 3, have moved around alot hopefully now settled
housewife four children 13, 11, 4, 3, have moved around alot hopefully now settled
have been having a really awful few days this past week feels like nothing is worht it
people have been sending such beautiful messages and when i read their storys it takes my breathe away to read about such pain
im angry really really angry because im feeling so much pain and whenever i feel tears coming i get angry maybe because my husband always made me …
i was abused by my dad's dad and a older cousin on my mum's side during a three-four year period when i was 4 i selfharm, stutter and am a control freak
stuttered as a child until i started avoiding social situations now ive developed lots speech patterns to get around my stutter
i self harm to feel that im real
i lost my dad 10 years ago and have never had a chance to deal with it
i was involved in a road accident 10 tears ago very badly hurt not expected to survive i suffered amongst other things a head injury my family were so keen i should feel ok when i eventually got home my limitations were ignored
im married to someone whos great most of the time but im very difficult to deal with when im having a bad timei push him away and say nasty things his retaliation sometimes physical mostly emotional abuse
i read through the bipolar description and it feels like i finaly came home
i can remember the specific event that caused me to develop obsessive thinking and compulsive behavior and ive realised everything ive lumped under depression are different things
hi i have a 13 year old boy and a girl heading towards 12, and two little boys 4 and 3 who think their older brother is a hero
mother to 4yr old and 3yr old boys