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inpainincanada
Male, 43, edmonton, AB, CAN
"fighting the black dog"
11:47pm November 17
dreams and other diversions. Mood
Thursday, October 22, 2009 | A Rambling story
Ok, a couple of days ago I had a pretty intense dream. It was pretty conplex, but the short version is that I was given an oportunity to help someone, who then used what I had done to hurt others, then I got a "do-over" and chose not to help him, but was still left with this terrible sense of guilt for what he would have done. Meanwhile, in the waking world, the job i got is turning out to be a bit of a dud, as I am not working anywhere near enough hours to pay my bills, and things are getting desperate. I spent yesterday looking for something better, but right now I am really struggling with a sense of hopelessness that makes it hard to keep going. But short of getting hit by a bus, I am doomed to continue down this path for now. I could use some prayers folks.

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  1. LarryLDN

    I hope things get better soon! I wonder what the dreams are Trying to say


    LarryLDN

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