bit of a rough week
November 6, 2009 10:55pm
BOY, I AM GLAD THIS WEEK IS OVER. ITS BEEN JUST ONE LONG STRUGGLE WITH MY EMOTIONS, ESPECAILY MY GENDER STUFF. I AM GLAD I HAVE THIS WEEKEND OFF, …
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inpainincanada
10:42pm Tuesday
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About Me
inpainincanada
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About Me
i am a support worker in edmonton, divorced, father of one girl.
i am a support worker in edmonton, divorced, father of one girl.
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Recent Activity
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6 hugs received, 5 hugs given, 1 photo comment, 1 journal comment
Friday
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inpainincanada wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 10:55pm
BOY, I AM GLAD THIS WEEK IS OVER. ITS BEEN JUST ONE LONG STRUGGLE WITH MY EMOTIONS, ESPECAILY MY GENDER…
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inpainincanada changed their mood to Bad 10:55pm
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inpainincanada gave rogerledwards a hug 10:48pm
thank you for the prayers. I hope you are doing better.…
Wednesday
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inpainincanada gave Unwell a hug 6:25pm
I am hanging in there, I hope you are doing the same…
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inpainincanada commented on blether2’s photo 6:23pm
ahhh, so cute…
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Journal
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maybe I spoke too soon
November 3, 2009 10:40pm
Well, just when I said I was havng more control in my dreams, I have a very different type of dream. I was in school, taking a test, and suddenly …
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control in dreams
November 1, 2009 12:10am
I have mentioned this before, but I had a dream last nite that reminded me how things have changed for me. I was being chased in a wooded area, but I …
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maxing out on pain meds.
October 27, 2009 8:16pm
I dont know how long I am going to be able to keep my new job. I am maxing out on pain meds just to get through the day. I really could use some …
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dreams and other diversions.
October 22, 2009 5:14pm
Ok, a couple of days ago I had a pretty intense dream. It was pretty conplex, but the short version is that I was given an oportunity to help …
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I am doing much better. I hope and pray the same is with you.
Roger the Minister - verse
For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. (Joh 3:17) 
Chicken Soup
You need to take care of yourself this weekend. I am sending you the soup as well as prayers hopeing you will be able to rest, relax and find peace in your inner most being. Life is difficult. Just remember you are not alone.
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Prayer
God Bless You and Your Child. My prayers are with you.
Roger the Minister - verse
I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. (Gal 2:20) -
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im also hanging in there.
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how ya doin?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Transgender
I am struggling with an intense compulsion to crossdress, maybe even live as a woman full time if I could. I can't ignore these feelings anymore, but I don't think I could bring them to reality either. It hurts so much I sometimes wish I could die.
Treatments
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- there are good days and bad days
- Writing Working / Worked
- I am finding writing in my journal very helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- helps to talk about it - sometimes
Close Sexual Abuse
I was raped at 7 years old, leading to a lifetime of distrust of my own gender, nightmares, and bad choices
Treatments
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- good days and bad days
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I have become more open to talking about what happened.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing about my experiance in my journal here has really helped
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- working on it
Open Single Parenting
I am the divorced father of one, my ex has custody
Open Breakups & Divorce
been seperated for 2 years - working on the divorce
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- trying to let go of hurt
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
i weigh 290 lbs, have bad knees, and desperately need to get slimmer
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Too Soon to Tell
- Eat Less Too Soon to Tell
- Weight Watchers Considering
- any one have success with this?
Open Parents of Children with ADHD
my daughter has been diagnosed with adhd
Open Multiple Personalities
i have often wondered if i have something like this since my rape. it used to feel like a large crowd in my head, now its down to 2 parts, but they seem more distinct from each other than ever.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeI just lost my grandmother, who I was very close too.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- cant seem to cry
- Keeping Busy Too Soon to Tell
- doing what needs to be done
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- getting my feelings out is helping a little.
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- working on it.
Open DailyStrength Members Community
i have a question, and am hoping for an answer
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
my father commited suicide when i was 5
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- seems to be helping
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Groups
bookworms anonymous!
open minds
Child Abuse Survivors
Writers Corner
Transgenders and Their Significant Others
survivors of dsyfunctional families
Daily SNIPS
Tired of being judged?
Sexual Abuse of Boys
Movie TV and Media Group
Homesick Adults
Fighting Back With Nothing
GrowingTHROUGHGrief
NeedtoLaugh?!
Christian Bible Study
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