Journal Entry for December 7, 2008
December 7, 2008 1:00pm
o hai, i's alive
cigarettes not smoked (cns)
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CasualFriday
7:04am, November 13, 2008
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About Me
CasualFriday
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About Me
We met on a rainy evening in the summer time. Don't think I need to tell you more. I needed a raise, I worked so hard for this love of mine. But still I got nothin' to show for it. // Tongue tied and twisted. Go on baby, go to my head! // Here's a simplification of everything we're going through: you. plus. me. is bad news. You're a lovely creation, I'd like to think that I am too. My friends said I look better without you. // Babe! Baby, believe me! If I stay... it ain't gonna be easy. Okay, we'll do it your... way. But this is the last time... you'll hear the beautiful sound... of love coming down. Love on the rocks! // You love the chase but hate me for the run-around. We both just tired of the whole thing. You tell me what you want you need you know you have to have. I just pretend I'm listening. // Babe! Baby, believe me. If I stay... it ain't gonna be easy! Okay, we'll do it your... way. But this is the last time... you'll hear the beautiful sound... of love coming down. Love on the rocks! // Hot as hell. Cold is ice. Sip it slow cause it's so nice. Burns a bit to the touch, dangerous if it's too much. If this bottle could talk! Love on the rocks! // Babe! Baby, believe me. If I stay... it ain't gonna be easy. Okay, we'll do it your... way. But this is the last time... you'll hear the beautiful sound... of love coming down. Love on the rocks... (Sara Bareilles -- Love on the Rocks)
We met on a rainy evening in the summer time. Don't think I need to tell you more. I needed a raise, I worked so hard for this love of mine. But still I got nothin' to show for it. // Tongue tied and twisted. Go on baby, go to my head! // Here's a simplification of everything we're going through: you. plus. me. is bad news. You're a lovely creation, I'd like to think that I am too. My friends said I look better without you. // Babe! Baby, believe me! If I stay... it ain't gonna be easy. Okay, we'll
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I woke up in NYC with a bunch of anxiety. Rent's due in a couple of weeks. Girl I had this really f*ed up dream. I just let it slip away to think about all the bills I gotta pay. I think I'll hock my trinity and buy it back on a better day. // Spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy! So would you please excuse me! Cause I'm feelin' quite sad, and I'm happy again because I spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy! Feelin' mellow like a cello. So go ahead and part the seas and say hello to the fishes for me. // Wow, man, what a sunny day. I can't wait to get out and play. Walkin' down those city streets, laughin' all those city creeps. I got a lot to organi-zize. I gotta lotta thinkin' to do. Another day the sun'll be out. Another day the sky will be blue. // Spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy. So would you please excuse me, 'cause I'm feelin' quite sad, and I'm happy again. Because I spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy. Feelin' mellow like a cello! Go ahead and part the seas and say hello to the fishes for me. // ((And all the crazy fish say)) // Spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy! So would you please excuse me, cause I'm feelin' quite sad, and I'm happy again because I spent ten days in Woodstock takin' it easy! Feelin' mellow like a cello. So go ahead and part the seas and say hello to the fishes for me! (Alice Smith -- Woodstock)
I woke up in NYC with a bunch of anxiety. Rent's due in a couple of weeks. Girl I had this really f*ed
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Hey, gal - Look me up if you come back, OK? Miss you!
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Help yourself to any color you want to brighten your day!
I’m With You
Have struggled with depression and severe T- I am hoping the best for you - that things will get better. Mandie
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Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. :)
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I have recovered two memories, but I still can't remember who abused me. I'm having a really hard time sticking with treatment right now.
Treatments
- Inderal Too Soon to Tell
- This is supposed to be helpful with people suffering from PTSD. My pdoc is putting me on it because I've been so paranoid lately, I can't be alone in the dark.
Close Obesity
I weigh 300 lbs and I am 5'6 inches tall.
Open Anxiety
CasualFriday hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- This didn't work at all.
- Hard Candy Not Working
- This didn't work.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- This doesn't work.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- This drug is good in a sense that it helps to manage my panic attacks without making me sleepy. Other drugs I've tried actually manage it better, but at the cost of knocking me out for 16-17 hours at a time. So I guess, given the lack of needing to sleep an entire day after taking one, it's a good drug.
- Abilify Working / Worked
- Geodon Not Working
- This drug is good in a sense that it helps to manage my panic attacks without making me sleepy. Other drugs I've tried actually manage it better, but at the cost of knocking me out for 16-17 hours at a time. So I guess, given the lack of needing to sleep an entire day after taking one, it's a good drug.
- Seroquel Not Working
- Didn't work for me. It knocked out the panic attacks, but it also knocked ME out!
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- Works quite well.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
