Debbie247's Journal

I can't believe my doctor called to check on me. That is shocking how much she really cares. She told me that she was working late and would call to find out about the culture of my nose I did the other day. I really think that was so thoughtful. Better be good news though! I can't wait to feel really good! Hopfully the meds will do what they need too and I can get one step closer to different goals.

One of my goals is to work with a nutritionist to balance all my hormones I feel this is the biggest cause of chronic illness. Did you know that every cell in your body carries the "D" vitamen which is a hormone me neather good to know though.

Back to the hormone factor I will call it factor X no surprise there. I believe when I had my Hestorectomy I never thought to balance what was taken away never thought of how important and vital this X is to my physical being.  Years of parting took its toll and I failed to recognize these things that I know years down the road am paying the piper.

Today,  I am having more Virtigo problem then usual and dizziness I hope that calms down soon. The whole nature of things to me is a full circle if you take something away you need to find an excellent replacement otherwise it creates a body in a havoc state. I am learning this new concept to me anyway of Mind, Body and Spirit.  I am learning that just taking a pill doesn't give your body shield you have to build it like working with a nutritionist. Sorry doc but I found out through a nutritonist that taking tablets for gerd isn't good for you because that suppress your body to tell the liver to make enzymes to help your stomach and acids are good for you. I want to reverse my thinking that taking a pill does the work no...you do. Enough with lessons its just been a though provocking day. I also road past a church today went in the parking lot but didn't go any further...I want sprititual guidance but haven't got the nerve yet to approach a Priest and ask for help is that crazy are what? I am afraid to tell anyone that I want guidance not because of cancer but to find true sprititual healing.