Its not for me
March 25, 2009 8:40am
Life just isnt meant for me.
Breathing is too dfficult
Survival is impossible.
Break now.
Goal Completed on May 27, 08
clarisse
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About Me
clarisse
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About Me
I am at college to study psychology, english literature/language and sociology. I go to the salvation army, and like going out with my friends. "No matter the storm, theres always a rainbow waiting"
I am at college to study psychology, english literature/language and sociology. I go to the salvation army, and like going out with my friends. "No matter the storm, theres always a rainbow waiting"
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Rainbow
*hugs* was really worried about you. thinking of you loads here if u need to talk xxxxx
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Hope u feel better soon ^^
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Hi hun! I've been really worried about you. are you okay? huge hugs x
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I'm thinking of you! You made it through another day!
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Heya hunnie, hope your ok, sending you loads and loads of hugs. am thinking of you loads xxxxx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have had depression for about four years now, and selfharm too. I was sent to a psychiatric unit for 5months too because I was very suicidal.
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I have borderline personality disorder, i was diagnosed as having it last year, and am still trying to "get used" to it.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by a 37yr old when i was 14/15.
Open Schizophrenia
I have been diagnosed as having psychosis recently. I suffer from mainly delusions, and also hallucinations.
Treatments
- Risperdal Not Working
- Have been on this for over a year now, and its recently been increased, which is helping. Ive been told i'll have to be on it for at least the next couple of years.
Open Self-Injury
Ive been cutting for about 5years now, and have taken many overdoses.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I saw a psychologist when i was in the child team,and she was really good to talk with.But now im an adult,i dont have someone i can talk to who i have a connection with
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was diagnosed with complex PTSD earlier last year following a rape and sexual abuse a couple of years ago.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- It helps relax me.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I talked with my psychologist about the rape. It helped reduce the flashbacks.
Open Anxiety
My team on the child mental health services kept telling me it was anxiety that i have.
Open Paranoia
Part of my psychosis includes me having quite severe paranoia
