Journal Entry for July 22, 2007
July 22, 2007 8:02am
Its been a week I'll tell ya everything has went wrong I feel worthless that i don't matter and I take it out on my husband an cause an …
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Well where do I start? I've been diagnosed with depression for a year now it doesn't seem to get any better. I've been married for 10 yrs have 2 boys, ages 7 & 9!I love my family more than anything! I hate this depression that I have because I feel lonely and on the outside looking in on my family like I don't belong or like I don't deserve them
Well where do I start? I've been diagnosed with depression for a year now it doesn't seem to get any better. I've been married for 10 yrs have 2 boys, ages 7 & 9!I love my family more than anything! I hate this depression that I have because I feel lonely and on the outside looking in on my family like I don't belong or like I don't deserve them
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWell where do I start it started about 7 yrs ago after my 2nd child was born it was left untreated and then 2 yrs ago I was diagnosed with depression and now its getting worse and I hit rock bottom about 2 wks ago and now I'm seeking help I finally realized I can't do it alone and my husband and kids don't need to go through this either but with GOD I know I'm going to get through this and have a normal life!!1
Close Anxiety
I have this constant feeling I can't go out of the house I feel very uncomfortable when out in public or around a group of people sometimes at work it feels like someone dumps a heavy load on my chest and I can't breath and then I go into a panic and then its anxiety like I don't want to be around anyone!
Open ADHD / ADD
Well for years I thought it was depression but I started going to a therapist and with I guess my family history and past history he came to the conclusion that I have ADD and its terrible when you don't know whats wrong with you and you have to go on what the doc says so I'm just living day by day.
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