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Open Anxiety

I have to go to the hospital a lot because I can´t breathe and my heart beats so fast and my temperature drops ver very much and doctors say it´s all in my head and that my mind do that to my body and I am very scared because lately I get very stressed around people and my feamily and I don´t want to hurt them o or myself

Treatments

Breathing Exercises Not Working

Open Insomnia

i can´t sleep well i just close my eyes and rest but my mind keeps thinking and I just imagine dreams but I am awake and it is very stressful and annoying and I am very sick of myself for that.

Treatments

Ativan Somewhat Helpful

Open Restless Legs Syndrome

i cant sleepi feel my legs have little ants rolling all the time and i feel so anxious and angry i amvery stressed i dont know what to do because it just wont go away this horrible feeling

Open Alcoholism

i have a mental disorder but i dont know what it is because i went to a lot of doctors but all they wanted was my money and to get me to medicines all my life and i read this medicines give you suicide feelings and i dont need anymore so i drink whenever possible but the hangovers are putting me in a hospital because i cant breathe well and i want tostop drinking but i dont want to feel like im dying so i dont know what to do i drink and i feel guilty but then i drink to stop the feeling

Treatments

Ativan Somewhat Helpful

Sleep Working / Worked

i try to sleep as much as possible i cant sleep at night but at the morning i try so i dont do anything stupid

Open Anger Management

i feel so angry and paranoid most of the day with my family and myself i hat myself and i dont like people

Open Stress Management

i cant focus or do anything right because i am thinking about ither things i need to do and i am all the day worried and going fast and doing everything fast because i get annoyed and altered if not i think i´m wasting time and i think i´m always late for something but thatsomething is not real

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

i think i can speak free now i dont know if i was abused but i was very drunk and don´t remember much and it happened twice with two different persons and i dont want to talk about it because i dont want to remember

Open Self-Injury

i know i do harm to myself and that i may die or overdose or have aids and i dont care sometimes i just do things that hurt myself or take wrong decisions knowing I am going to be worse and feel like trash the day after but in the moment I don´t care and I want to stop and need to stop before anything more bad happens

Open Personality Disorders

i think i dont want to write this because i am not sure of what i have i just feel like i am not myself sometimes and I don bad things to myself and take bad decisions and I feel there´s something allways inside mesaying things and thinking not allways like me.

Open Female Sexual Issues

i dont know if i ever have had an orgasm. i have been with many guys i dont feel proud i feel no one has ever really loved me or cared about me and I had an abortion two years ago and unprotected sex and I have to make some test because I´ve taken some emergency pills and I may have something and I am very scared I may never have kids because of my stupid autodestructive life.

Open Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can be

i have been eating so much because of my depression and anxiety and i feel sad and eatbut i want to loose weigt because my clothes dont fit anymore and i feel ugly

Open Phobia

i am afraid of death also feel unsafe everywhere and of getting accidents and its getting worse because I can´t control the fear