Journal Entry for October 3, 2008
Had a message in here so came to see who, as some friends haven't had their chance to give me their email so we can stay in touch. Turns …
I have left DS due to my very recent ex coming here and for me to heal I have to move on and cut communication. Sadly that includes here as well. Take care my friends.
I have left DS due to my very recent ex coming here and for me to heal I have to move on and cut communication. Sadly that includes here as well. Take care my friends.
Had a message in here so came to see who, as some friends haven't had their chance to give me their email so we can stay in touch. Turns …
I came back to delete some venting entries that needn't be here.
Yes, Doug and I are over.
I'm learning to accept that …
Having a very strange fall here. Been a lot of unexpected deaths. Last one being this morning. My cousin died suddenly lastnight of …
Can I do this after a year? Wow where has it gone? For those of you on my friends list, I'm sorry for disappearing like I did. I have …
Ahh hell, it's Thursday already.
My son loves me so much he's decided to share his strep throat with me... gotta love that. NOT.
So …
Sorry to see you go. Here's my e-mail if you would like to keep in touch...Angel_Girl_122107@charter.net
You're very cute!
Just a thought - try to put some space between you and Doug - no contact, no communications that will be seen by the other. Al-Anon might be a helpful support for you right now. Blessings and Healing to you.
Yikes! That's a blow! I can't tell you how sorry I am that you've had to be put through this. From what he'd written on that post it sounded like you did everything humanly possible to help not just him and his sobriety but your relationship as well. So don't beat yourself up; there's only so much you can do...as for being replaced after a week...hmmm...I agree with you....that seems a little fishy...your emotions are going to be all over the place initially. You're grieving the loss of your relationship and it is only natural for you to feel this way. It will take time but it will pass...all of this is temporary...it may not feel like it right now but it is...hang in there and remember you're not alone!