Embarrasing as it is, and as much as l try to hide it and live in denial. I am alcoholic :( > i realise l come from an addictive family,but that is just a cop out. This is my First step admittance of my problem.
My next step is to not drink, l cant
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Yes well time l updated my photo, pic is of me and my darling who i adore, he is the love of my life, beautiful kind sensitive person. Im a lucky woman to have such a great guy, i so so hopes he sticks it out with me, thru the pd.
Says he will, but ????????
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I think because im on the countdown until l get my drivers licence back, im getting rather impatient ... 27 days to go.
Making me realise the freedom l have lost, and the independence that is now so close.
Annette = Patience where can you buy that , would if l could (not known for my patient nature)






They say the first step is the hardest ! But I think the day to day commitment is what makes most of us stumble and fall. Sending lots of love and hugs your way today.
xoxo pat
firelady
Drank nothing last night, rather proud of that. Getting my car back, car will know if i have been drinking, due to the alcohol interlock device. Probably a good thing to make me stop
peachybum
3 days sober , and cracked a little, drank 2 glasses of wine, then threw the rest away. Not to bad
peachybum