Free Indeed
September 18, 2009 8:32am
It's been a long hard road, but I am writing hoping to let people know the importance of never giving up.
My daughter was delivered by God 5 weeks …
Goal Completed on Sep 18, 09
MOmawmaw
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About Me
MOmawmaw
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About Me
I am a simple person, love my family, God, cooking, growing flowers, oil painting, restoring anything that needs fixed. Hurting, desperate, need help, need advice. My beautiful, wonderful daughter that I love so deeply is an alhcoholic and cocaine user. She has 2 beautiful daughters. She has a wonderful heart, she loves the same things I love...she just can't seem to win fighting her demons and I don't know what to do. I've been so depressed lately, I really feel I don't have the strength to go on... God will need to send His strength to help me fight. I refuse to loose her to the demons she wrestles!
I am a simple person, love my family, God, cooking, growing flowers, oil painting, restoring anything that needs fixed. Hurting, desperate, need help, need advice. My beautiful, wonderful daughter that I love so deeply is an alhcoholic and cocaine user. She has 2 beautiful daughters. She has a wonderful heart, she loves the same things I love...she just can't seem to win fighting her demons and I don't know what to do. I've been so depressed lately, I really feel I don't have the strength to go on...
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Yes We Can
October 21, 2008 1:02pm
My eyes and heart are finally fixed on the answer and not the problems!
THANKS BE TO GOD FOR HIS MERCY AND LOVE.
Only a year ago I actually wanted to …
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Getting there
May 2, 2008 10:01am
My 2 goals are really one
The closer I get to God the more joy I feel
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One step at a time
March 25, 2008 12:38pm
I feel like I'm taking one step forward, then sliding backward up this steep hill of learning life.
But the good news in that is I'm no longer …
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Getting there
March 10, 2008 12:23pm
I'm still working on my goal to be happy...it's been very slow but I am getting there.
The closer I get to God, the more I focus on Him the …
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Susan,
I am OK- I pawned my laptop and will be getting it out on the 1st (I hope) It has been a rough couple of months for me- but I am clean and keeping my head up about it.
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Hi thats right it would be nice to stay in better touch.Take care and hope everything is going well with you.
Have a beautiful day.
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oohhh sweetie, thank you so much for the sweet comment!!!! :)
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Come join us? ;) http://dailystrength.org/groups/fr...
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Thank you sweetheart its the only way to live.Hav a beautiful day. Hugs Racel
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionMy earliest memories are of an abusive mentally ill mother and a absent alchoholic father. My only sister died at 9 of cancer, I was 10, my only brother was murdered at 24, I was 23. Life has been a battle for me - I have faith in God and most of the time some hope. When I loose my hope I don't want to live anymore. Right now my heart breaks for, my adult, beautiful, precious alcholic daughter and 2 grand children. I joined this site yesterday but it has already made me feel better.
Treatments
- Elavil Not Working
- Made me feel like a zombie
Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I started smoking at 19, quit when I was pregnant at 25 started again at 35. Stopped for the last time September 13 @6:45 PM. Still miss it, still fight against it almost everyday. Wish I hated it like some do that quit...
Treatments
- Nicotine Gum Working / Worked
- Helps BUT you get addicted to the gum!
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Made me mean and moody
Open Bipolar Disorder
My daughter has been diagnosed as bipolar. I've had two close personal friends who were bipolar, and she does not fit what they went through...so I'm here to try and learn.
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
I was child of an absent alcholic Father, I wrote the book on co-dependancy and married into what I hated. Now I'm still tormented in the next generation, my daughter is an alcholic and drug addict and I see signs surfacing in her teen age daughter. I love God, I love my kids and grandkids but I do not want to live through another generation of this.
