Journal Entry for January 30, 2008
Wow, what an odd few days its been. I have emailed back and forth with HER..talking about weight and stuff..she is going to the gym and losing …
Wow, what an odd few days its been. I have emailed back and forth with HER..talking about weight and stuff..she is going to the gym and losing …
Another rough day. Had a horrible dream last night about him leaving me and laughing in my face the whole while as I cried and poured my heart …
Hoping that keeping up this journal will make me feel better and make the right decisions. Things are bad for me right now. No particular …
Ha....I did it. It is 9:30 and I haven't had anything to eat since dinner....and believe it or not I am still alive and breathing.
On …
Well, I've already totally screwed up the big plan. Hmmm that didn't last long did it? Well I'm here today so that is what …
Thinking of you, Jamie.
things are good. Working, working, and working even more. Think this is my 38th straight day of work. But it's all good. I'm glad to have the opportunity. Haha.. Check out the topic, Eye for an eye. Old Carliss is ripping me a new one. Sad to say, no matter what she says, she's still trash.
Hope you're well! Miss talking with you.
Hope you're doing well!! How are the boys?? School started back again?
How is your summer going hun?
Things were bad for a while. I had pushed him away and threatened to leave everytime I got mad. Some of this was due to the anxiety I had and some due to not dealing with the cancer, tho it is gone now. However I just found out a few weeks ago that he had started a "friendhip" with another woman. Lots of phone calls and texts. It woke me up to realize that I do love him and want to be with him, but can't seem to deal with the time he gave this other woman
I am 34 years old and married with 2 boys. I am one year cervical cancer survivor. However, I still have a hard time dealing with the cancer issue and more often than not cancerhead takes over everything in my mind.
I suffer from depression and anxiety. Alot of my depression is associated with my weight...hmmm, maybe I shoudl diet?????
I am 34 and suffer from anxiety and attacks. It affects my life in such a horrible way.
UMMM yup,,,I'm fat....... wouldn't you think i could fix that if I wanted? Why is it so hard?