daninflorida's Journal

If I were being paid for writing you would be cheated.  I passed my exam last Friday and now as soon as Florida moves I'll be licensed.  This time in the middle, between test and license is kind of like a vacation or a time for me to think about the future and what my plans should be.  I'm not some 20 year old kid who has the whole world and the future in front of him.  Most of my "future" got used up a long time ago.  I'll be 60 in the Spring and I'm feeling a real sense of mortality, like I can't make long-range career plans that take 20 years to complete.  I need more training before I'll feel capable of doing more than a relaxation massage, but it also takes time to build a practice.  Sometimes I feel like time is one thing I don't have that much of.