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JenO4 
12:15pm, November 15, 2009
OMG i am so tired of hearing "when its your time it will happen" maybe its not that simple? what about all the people that get pregnant when they are teens, was it just there time? i guess unless you know what this feels like to be waiting and wanting and poking and proding you just really don't get it.....i just want to get so mad at my friends sometimes when they say shit like this. sorry i am just so full of emotions right now. my friends are just pissing me off and then someone goes and says that to me. it will be 4 years this summer since we "started trying" FOUR YEARS! and now i have yet another friend talking about how she is going to start trying this summer. i am sure she will be pregnant before i know it. just seems so unfair. i want so bad to go back to the RE and just be like lets get things moving here, but i think i am just so scared of what i might find out or how i will feel if it doesn't work out. i just am really scared and so instead i just sit here and get made and want to cry. i will go cook dinner that will take my mind off things for a bit......
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I'm so sorry. I think that when people don't know what to say they just repeat old cliches. People can be so insensitive and just don't understand how the desire to have a child becomes all consuming and how there is nothing they can do or say to take away the pain and frustration that it hasn't happened yet. I am so hoping that once your "break" is over your BFP will come quickly and you'll spend the next long 9 months enjoying every minute of your miracle. BIG HUGS
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I am so sorry you are feeling so down. People just dont know the right things to say sometimes..try not to take it personally. I have gone down the same road with a few of my friends. They do not mean to hurt you, they just dont know what to say or do. I really hope that you and I both get some good news for a change. Life is scary I know, but dont let it pass you by...Hope you feel better soon. xoxo
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