And the battle begins again...
April 16, 2009 9:31am
It's been a long time since I wrote or have even been on here. I really have been taking advantage of being on a "break" these …
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JenO4
10:14pm, March 11, 2009
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About Me
JenO4
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About Me
i am 31 yrs old. married for 3 yrs + 2 miscarriages and tons of heartache. wondering why there is so much heartache involved in something i have wanted all my life, something so simple, to be a mom.
i am 31 yrs old. married for 3 yrs + 2 miscarriages and tons of heartache. wondering why there is so much heartache involved in something i have wanted all my life, something so simple, to be a mom.
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Interests
music, art, kids, cats, being a wife.
music, art, kids, cats, being a wife.
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frustrated
February 26, 2009 5:53pm
OMG i am so tired of hearing "when its your time it will happen" maybe its not that simple? what about all the people that get …
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i love babies
February 22, 2009 11:13pm
my friend jen had her baby on friday, scheduled c-section. he was born weighing 6 lbs 13 oz and 21 inches! his name is Joseph Thomas and …
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spring and new beginnings
February 8, 2009 12:43pm
so things are going well. of course i am not pregnant, but i am ok with that. in a couple of months i should be ready to ween myself off …
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Journal Entry for January 21, 2009
January 21, 2009 10:49pm
lately i feel very torn between moving forward with treatments for my infertility or just continuing the old fashioned way. i have strong …
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Thinking of you, and hoping you are doing well. Hugs.
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Hi, just hoping you're doing well!
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Thinking of you, hoping you are well and happy :)
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Just wanted to say hi and see how you are doing. Thinking of you.
I’m With You
Your "I love babies and I just want one" is sooooooo true!!!!
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Close Miscarriage
i am 31 years old and am happily married for almost 3 years. we had our first miscarriage at 8 weeks march of 2005. i found out i was pregnant again july 8th 2007. miscarried again, this time i was only 5 weeks along. we are trying again.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- i just cry and hope that it will make things easier...
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- just knowing that my husband is here for me at all times makes things seem better.
- Writing Working / Worked
- just writing my feelings in a journal seems to release some of the sadness and emptiness.
Close Infertility
31 year old, married 3 years, been trying since we got married....2 miscarriages later im still waiting
Treatments
- Artificial Insemination Somewhat Helpful
- First IUI in March 08..was simple and easy....but i got AF Starting IUI #2 with this cycle 6/08...please please Got AF...moving on to IUI #3 #3 started 8/18/08...still not working....taking a 6 month break from TTC....
- Folic Acid Working / Worked
- i am on a special prenatal Neevo
- Follistim Working / Worked
- it works because i watch as the follicles grow in my ovaries!
- hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) Working / Worked
- this also works because i ovulate i just am not pregnant yet!
- HSG (Hysterosalpingography) Working / Worked
- tubes are clear...but boy was that painful..felt like my insides were going to explode...
- In Vitro Fertilization Considering
- looking towards maybe IVF in 2009
- Ovulation Predictor Kit Somewhat Helpful
- helpful but expensive in the long run
- Progesterone Working / Worked
- my levels were high enough but i took it as an extra benefit
- Repronex Too Soon to Tell
- taking a 6 month break so this med will sit in the box until we are ready for next step
Open Pregnancy After Loss/Infertility
We are trying again for a baby after our second miscarriage this past July. I am nervous and anxious and really want to get pregnant.
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
PMS has been more intense since my first mc two years ago. worst part is my moodiness. i am so snappy at hubby and just get very angry....damn hormones!
Open Lyme Disease
diagnosed with lyme disease when i was 24 i did not take the antibiotics as i was directed. two years ago i ended up on IV antibiotics for the lyme, babesia, and bartonella. did 30 days and havent felt sick since then!
Treatments
Open Acne
Treatments
- Benzoyl Peroxide Working / Worked
- but i had an awful reaction to it...my face was on fire and swollen
- Proactiv Working / Worked
- found i am allergic to benzoyl peroxide
- Washing Somewhat Helpful
- i wash my face twice a day sometimes it seems to work....other times i dont think it works
Open Alzheimer's Disease
Stage: Early Onsetmy grandfather is 84 and suffers from the early stages. it makes me very sad to see him deteriorating.
Treatments
- Namenda Somewhat Helpful
Open Endometriosis
i have pain during periods, always thought it was just my period, but maybe there is more to it?
Open Anxiety
ever since i was about 4 years old i remember having panic attacks. i was diagnosed with panic disorder when i was 23. it went away for many years and now its slowly coming back into my life and i am frustrated.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- this actually seems to work.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- it worked and i was able to ween myself off of it and never looked back until now.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- i have kept a presciption of xanax with me at all times, just recently i have been taking a pill here and there but the panic is back.
Open Depression
Treatments
- Lexapro Considering
- doc wants me to try this...
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- this is my third time at a psychologist and the past two times it helped and i was depression and anxiety free for 10 yrs
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
- made me have the worst panic attack ever after 2 days of taking it so i stopped taking it
