busmom427's Journal

Hi all. I hope everyone is having a good new year. I screwed up "again" this Christmas. I let my addiction take over and shopped too much and let my rent fall by the wayside. I wrote a rent check in Nov. it bounced and was never redeposited. I never got a call from my landlord about it so of course, I shopped. In Dec I kept putting off the rent and spent that money too. The 29th they called about Dec. rent, I gave them a check, It cleared on Jan 3. on the 5th they called me about Nov. I'm freaking out now cause I was hoping that they wouldn't pick up on it til I get my Tax refund next month then get caught up. Hopefully my boss will be able to get me my w-2 in the next week or so then I'll be okay. My best friend is now in charge of my debit card and my paycheck. Even before now I wasn't allowed shopping alone, but the "friend" who was supposed to be watching me (she was also staying with me cause she got evicted)let me buy whatever I felt like buying. She let me do this cause I was buying things she "needed" too. I am seriously in need of support and help.
Thanks for letting me vent.