I'm not at my best today...my husband …
I'm not at my best today...my husband is at the end of his rope and so am I. I spend the mortgage money again and he …
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FreaknRican 
Well I've been doing great. Only time I feel bad is because of real situations, not just for no reason. It feels new being in touch with your emotions after being numb for so long.
I just had a summer fling( I guess what you can call it). It was great. She was from Cali, and a twin. When I first met her, I didn't trust her, or myself one. Thats what is weird about being "crazy" you never know if your feelings are justified or not, but anyways. She was like really nice, and pretty. And in Detroit the pretty ones are the ones with attitudes and you have to try hard to get. But she wasn't. I thought maybe she trying to get money out of me, or something. But, as time went past i started to let my gaurd down. And when I say she is perfect for me I mean it.
She is going back, next Tuesday and I'm going off to College this Saturday. I want so bad to have a relationship with he, but I know it's not possible. But I don't want to lose contact with her.
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SOmetimes life throws a little shit your way but it almost like a test your doing better with feeling shitty if u pull through this with out going back then u are doing truly great! Good luck sweetie!
secondtimemommy
I've felt that way bout someone too. Its such a pain when you finally admit to yourself that its just unrealistic to keep a relationship going, at least at the moment. If there's one thing I learned its to make sure that you've taken care of yourself and get yourself above water, otherwise, we can't be of any help to anyone else; family, friends or love interest! I'm rootin for ya bro, and if you really like this girl, why not try getting an email address from her or somthing? :D
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