SallyG's Journal

Cancer is back and I am depressed and can't stop crying.  I wonder how much longer I have to live.  Last night I threw up  a lot and was doubled over with pain in my belly.  It's kind of funny, when the chemo was over I was enjoying life so much, and it just goes to show you that life can throw a curve ball at any time.  I guess I need to remind myself to treasure every moment I have on this earth, because I don't know when Jesus will want to take me home.

My new kitty, Rusty Jones, just got back from the hospital from being neutered.  He's a lot more mellower now - guess he should be after losing his private parts.  The other cats aren't as friendly to him now, but the vet said it is because he has the hospital smell on him.

Mom's memory is really fading and since I will be in the hospital for about a week, my sister is ging to try to get her into an assisted living facility.  Before I got this sick, we both tried to take her on her errands (groceries, hair, bank), but now that I will be out of commission for some time, Sue can't do it alone.  Yesterday mom couldn't find her paper shredder even though it was across the hall from the kitchen where it has been for the last twenty years.  It's very sad.