Back in May found out I had pre-cancer …
Back in May found out I had pre-cancer cells of the cervix. Had a leep done and biopsy said it was borderline... In …
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DharmaWheel 
Ive been feeling a little down, a little lost, a little weak. I need some inner strength, i need to forgive myself, i need to let go, i need to forgive the people who damaged me, i need to be honest with myself, i need to be happy, free, liberated, strong. I need to be a man. How does one heal after child sexual abuse & being born into a family of depressed and anxious people - HOW DOES ONE UNLEARN what has been LEARNED. I have tried therapy, medication, self-will, 12 steps, all forms of spirituality, fasting, all kinds of therapy, group therapy, natural herbs, accupunture, excersise, yoga, what else? I have to make that desicion to want to change and I do- but keep falling.
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I am right there with you. Just want to cry. A lot!
wkinitout
i think it is most commonly 1 step forward 2 steps back..........makes it so much harder hey? look after yourself cos you are worth it ;) hugs
emptylost
Baby steps...that's all you can do. Take it a day at a time. You are aware and that is the first step towards recovery~God Bless!
asadheart