Michelle2's Journal

Just thought I would say Hi-

Have been alittle busy with playdates also spending lots of time with just hubby and I (which is LONG overdue) but life is good- the boys are getting so big- Brett is 2 yrs old and Darrin just turned 8 months old- Soon he will not be my lil baby boy anymore... :(

- Well happy to say FINALLY- the house is smoother- almost complete last but not least is the wood floors throughout the house except the bedrooms etc...

....Can't beleve that it's almost Halloween- I got some really cute costumes for the boys as there BOTH going to be monkeys... I'll try and post some pics on here when we went to the pumpkin patch and also the professional pics of the boys in there costumes...

Eddie and I started having more long talks about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING that comes to mind and it really has helped us with losing Kierstyn and all etc...

- I know it's can be different from one person to the next but Eddie can be stuborn at times and a counsoler is OUT of the question...

So a couple of weeks ago  I just broke down infront of him and that made him relise that there was something more that I WASN"T telling him etc...

I am glad that he listened vs. shut me out but to keep him focused on ME was to make sure taht I was right to the point in what I was saying- WHICH I normally ramble but it worked which I am VERY thankful for... We have had only small desputes but nothing like it use to be!!

I think it was originally easier to ignore what one another was trying to say without words as our actions do speak louder ... I guess being together for over 11 years you start getting use to the same pattern...

 -I noticed the moment that WE both changed our tune the better the relationship got...

I am happy to say that I am VERY happy that things are going so smoothly as they are and keep hoping that Eddie and I work to better our realtionship for years to come...

Well I guess that's it for the moment...

Tight hugs,

Michelle