Michelle2's Journal

Hello all...

I decided to FINALLY let my guard down alittle and let hubby watch the baby and Brett while I go out to have a few drinks to celebrate my friend Julie's 31 b-day... It was the first time EVER leaving the boys more than 3 hours and more than 4 + years since I went out drinking to have a good time..

I knew the boys were in really good hands but kept finding myself wonder how baby Darrin was doing while I was gone having fun without them... If he woke up every three hours or stayed alseep etc...

- I am so use to having them everywhere I go since I am still a sahm.. I didn't even call my hubby once to ck on them which is A BIG step for me but I did it!!

I think I got sick from going out to Julie's birthday as I have some kind of bug and Eddie and Brett show NO signs of it but baby Darrin seems to be restless tonight- no fever or coughing just alittle weezy..

....I really did enjoy myself- danced the night away with Julie and our other friends and it did feel good to get back in to the grove of a girls night out as it was my hubby's idea to have me leave the boys with him so I could have some fun with the girls (like old times)...

My thought was to try and go out once every other month with Eddie (DH) so I will get better at NOT thinking it's ONLY my responsibility to watch the kids vs. someone elses job etc...... as I know everyone needs a break once in awhile... It was sweet that my mom offord to watch the boys so Eddie and I can go out to rekindle our relationship alittle and have some US time...(ie; eating out- dancing- drinking) things we use to do before kids...

Well I guess that's it for the moment..

Hope all is well for everyone else,

Tight hugs