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  wolverinebob (2:20 am)

  I've been struggling. The tinnitus in my ears has come back and is bothering me.
  
  Hope you are doing well.
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  beiceth (8:42 pm)

  Ha hA! Works for me! as long as everyone is having fun and not getting too overloaded.
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  Zack2332 (11/20/09)

  Thanks for the um, virtual *ahem* chocolate. It was yummy! I'm getting used to the therapist being a butt head. I've been going there for 2 years now, and at first they let me open up more about things, but now it seems as if he's forgetting things that he's written down in my file the last time I was there, and repeating questions all the time. For example, the last time I was there he asked me what I wanted to address between now and the next appointment, which is in about 3 weeks. I told him that I have no clue. I said I have a list of things to work on, so he should probably just throw a dart and let it land in a random place and we can address whatever the dart lands on. He then made small talk for about 5 or 10 minutes and then asked me what I wanted to work on all over again. I told him that I'll need time to think it over, but I'm really thinking about just going to find a new therapist to work with.
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  beiceth (11/20/09)

  Prolly not as much as you think! I'm fixing to journal about it right now! I see you have been to YoVille! it's FUN!
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  rogerledwards (11/19/09)

  IT WAS ON APRIL 24, 1974 THAT GOD HAD GIVEN MY WIFE AND I A NEW AND HEALTHY BABY BOY WE NAMED JAMES. I WAS TOP OF THE HILL WITH JOY. GOD HAD ALREADY GIVEN US A PRECIOUS DAUGHTER.
  
  I STAYED AT THE HOSPITAL UNTIL TIME FOR VISITORS TO GO. IT WAS AROUND 9 PM. AS I WAS DRIVING HOME I WAS SEARCHING ON THE RADIO FOR A STATION. WITH MY RIGHT HAND I WAS TURNING THE KNOB WITH MY RIGHT HAND TO LEFT AND NOT KNOWING MY LEFT HAND ON THE STEERING WHEEL WAS TURNING THE CAR TO THE LEFT. I IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZED WHAT I WAS DOING AND NOTICED I HAD VEARED THE CAR TO THE LEFT. I WAS NOT EVEN CLOSE THE YELLOW LINE. BUT AS I TURNED THE CAR BACK TO THE CENTER OF MY LANE I NOTICED A CAR APPROACHING. THE CAR PASSED BY WITH NO PROBLEM. THEN A FEW MILES DOWN THE ROAD MY WHOLE BODY FELT LIKE IT WAS ON FIRE AND A THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND. ARE YOU SURE YOU DID NOT CASUSE AN ACCIDENT WHEN YOUR CAR WAS SLOWLY TURNING TO THE YELLOW LINE. I KNEW LOGICALLY THAT NOTHING HAPPENED. BUT THE COMPULSION WAS SO GREAT THAT TO MAKE SURE ALL WAS WELL I TURNED MY CAR AROUND AND WENT BACK TO CHECK. WHEN I GOT THERE ALL WAS WELL. SO I HEADED HOME AGAIN. TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I MUST HAVE TURNED AROUND A LEAST 5 TIMES TO CHECK. WHEN I GOT HOME ANOTHER THOUGHT CAME INTO MY MIND, WHAT IF THE CAR WAS OFF THE ROAD IN A DITCH. I GOY MY FLASHLIGHT AND WENT BACK. I PARKED THE CAR AND GOT OUT AND SEARCH THE DITCHES ON BOTH SIDES OF THE ROAD. OCD WAS BORN. I COULD NOT DRIVE FOR AWHILE. THEN IT WAS YEARS BEFORE I COULD DRIVE BY MYSELF. I STILL HAVE MINOR OCD AND CHECK MY REAR VIEW MIRROR VER OFTEN. BUT OUT OF THE OCD CAME SEVERE DEPESSION WITH GOT MUCH BETTER AND THEN WHEN I GOT INTO MY 50'S THE DEPRESSION BECAME SEVERE AGAIN AND IS SO TODAY. I TAKE FOUR MEDS FOR THE OCD AND DEPRESSION.
  
  rOGER THE MINISTER
  
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  rogerledwards (11/19/09)

  IT WAS ON APRIL 24, 1974 THAT GOD HAD GIVEN MY WIFE AND I A NEW AND HEALTHY BABY BOY WE NAMED JAMES. I WAS TOP OF THE HILL WITH JOY. GOD HAD ALREADY GIVEN US A PRECIOUS DAUGHTER.
  
  I STAYED AT THE HOSPITAL UNTIL TIME FOR VISITORS TO GO. IT WAS AROUND 9 PM. AS I WAS DRIVING HOME I WAS SEARCHING ON THE RADIO FOR A STATION. WITH MY RIGHT HAND I WAS TURNING THE KNOB WITH MY RIGHT HAND TO LEFT AND NOT KNOWING MY LEFT HAND ON THE STEERING WHEEL WAS TURNING THE CAR TO THE LEFT. I IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZED WHAT I WAS DOING AND NOTICED I HAD VEARED THE CAR TO THE LEFT. I WAS NOT EVEN CLOSE THE YELLOW LINE. BUT AS I TURNED THE CAR BACK TO THE CENTER OF MY LANE I NOTICED A CAR APPROACHING. THE CAR PASSED BY WITH NO PROBLEM. THEN A FEW MILES DOWN THE ROAD MY WHOLE BODY FELT LIKE IT WAS ON FIRE AND A THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND. ARE YOU SURE YOU DID NOT CASUSE AN ACCIDENT WHEN YOUR CAR WAS SLOWLY TURNING TO THE YELLOW LINE. I KNEW LOGICALLY THAT NOTHING HAPPENED. BUT THE COMPULSION WAS SO GREAT THAT TO MAKE SURE ALL WAS WELL I TURNED MY CAR AROUND AND WENT BACK TO CHECK. WHEN I GOT THERE ALL WAS WELL. SO I HEADED HOME AGAIN. TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I MUST HAVE TURNED AROUND A LEAST 5 TIMES TO CHECK. WHEN I GOT HOME ANOTHER THOUGHT CAME INTO MY MIND, WHAT IF THE CAR WAS OFF THE ROAD IN A DITCH. I GOY MY FLASHLIGHT AND WENT BACK. I PARKED THE CAR AND GOT OUT AND SEARCH THE DITCHES ON BOTH SIDES OF THE ROAD. OCD WAS BORN. I COULD NOT DRIVE FOR AWHILE. THEN IT WAS YEARS BEFORE I COULD DRIVE BY MYSELF. I STILL HAVE MINOR OCD AND CHECK MY REAR VIEW MIRROR VER OFTEN. BUT OUT OF THE OCD CAME SEVERE DEPESSION WITH GOT MUCH BETTER AND THEN WHEN I GOT INTO MY 50'S THE DEPRESSION BECAME SEVERE AGAIN AND IS SO TODAY. I TAKE FOUR MEDS FOR THE OCD AND DEPRESSION.
  
  rOGER THE MINISTER
  
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  rogerledwards (11/19/09)

  How are you and your children handling OCD. I have had OCD for 35 years. Would love to share our experiences.
  
  Roger the Minister - verse
  
  Heb 4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
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  Zack2332 (11/16/09)

  Yeah, I'm still on the upswing of things. I'm feeling pretty good, if I must say so. Glad to know that you're back. I miss talking to you too, my friend. What else is going on with you? Not much here. Just taking care of laundry and relaxing.
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  beiceth (11/15/09)

  AWW Tx Beth! That was most welcome! The sun is out now and melting everything and heating our home nicely!
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  beiceth (11/08/09)

  Wishing the same for you Dear!

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