moodyashell's Journal

i feel ok. not great not terriblw but ok. why? because its friday and i have the next 2 days off from pretending i'm not depressed. if it werent friday, well, who knows how crappy i would feel. i'm going to give myself permission to feel like shit if thats the way its gonna be, but i leave room for graditute......grateful for my husband, grateful for my understanding supportive friends and brother, greateful that i can walk and talk and live another day, grateful that the phrase "live antother day" doesnt make me wonder if i'll live thru another suicide attempt, grateful that theres a little piece of my brain that allows me to feel good for a minute. and of course, very greatful that its friday.